Hugs! : )

I was never fond of winters,

Your warmth made me feel winters.

Cold hearted I was and I am still,

But your touch makes everything warm.

Spending Winter nights,

Walking hand in hand,

Making winters so pleasant and memorable time.

I could never ask more then you in my life,

You have made everything wonderful,

Keeping our togetherness as serene and pure it can be.

God Bless us!!

:-):-):-)
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Wishing A very Happy and Prosperous 2011 to all my readers!!!!

Enjoy!!!

:-)
Take care!!!

Just Like that!

   ( This photograph may not have any relation with the post,just updated because I liked it)

People Damn pee outside the hosipitals! Junk Heads!!
They park their vehicles in no parking zone. Clogged the roads..Uff!!! Argh!
I dont know when they'll start using their brains!!! Uff!!

Exams on head! Statistics is a mess! Thanks to the oldy, who teaches us statistics!! He never used mike, what he speaks, no one understands!!
Chilly and pleasant winters have knocked us with some long walks with friends. It's just so relaxing!

I'll soon start novel! Misisng reading!!! I'll catch up with books soon!! Also looking for long break!!

(Finally blog updated)
:D

Fire in sequence.. !!

Fire on Fire :)

It was such a great day today. Not because of normal routine but Yes because of a very astonishing observation by me today.
What I observe today was ; Fire has so many distinguished and wonderful faces which depicts all human emotions. Anger, Greed, Lust, Happiness, Joy, love, etc.

It's such a feeling of joy !
:-):-)

??

Colors splashed around

Sweets in the mouth

Excitement in the air

Celebration is on

Love is shared

But why I am so alone…

:-/

:-s

 

I create! :-)

May be 5-6 years back, I created this. ..
Just found all of them today.
A piece of my chilhood memory :-)

Change!

"A Change always comes up with something bright so as Like my new Template! "
:-)

Connected!

When you start clicking , you start observing.

When you start observing , you start understanding.

When you start understanding , You start growing.

                             And 

When you start Growing,, you start the journey of Wisdom.

I am loving it!!! 
:-)

Just an Update!

:-):-)

Chit-Chat

Just chit chatting with a friend recently.

We were discussing Is being emotional is a weakness or strength.?

She was more of in favour of that it is not a weakness and I was somewhere that it's neither a strength too!

We didn't reach to the conclusion though, because somehow topic got changed....

But  When I gave it a thought

Something hit my mind, which was like this ;

"Either you get emotionally black mailed or you do emotionally black mailing!"
.......               .......

(And that makes us think completely which way it is weakness and which way it's strength!?)

Little of chattar pattar!

"After all you don't want answers for every question in your life! "

(As it's said)

A very Tricky statement! 

You don't want answers because you are afraid to accept the truth out of it

                                                           Or

                                                  You don't want Answers

Just because It doesn't matter and you are happy the way things turned to be. You are comfortable with what is been gifted to you! And you are trusting it and happily settled with it.!

Take is ours!

I wana hug tears for sometime.

I wana Cry

I wana Cry

Not because I am upset

But because

I wana take out

All negative

I have gathered inside me

So much I have embeded within me

Wana get rid of all those

Life is uncertain

Life is unpredictable

So as experiences

I have had a bit.

I wana shed some tears

and wana get rid of it

I wana collect my strength

So I can be ready for some more

But Today I wana rest.

I wana laid back!

I wana cry!

I wana be at peace!!

I wana be alone!

I wana cry !

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Somebody asked me ; Why do you keep it to your self? I replied ; Inner world is so protective and comfortable to hang around with that outer world just tends to become indistinguishable - Annonymous

 
 

:):)

Sometimes We crave for those memories to be on photographs which are just memories.
It's like, the moment we feel them, we crave for its copy !
Life is tricky!
:)

Dance and Me! : )

Dance is just an amazing feeling!! You see some beautiful performances and it just lifts up your day!! You feel like dancing!! It brings so many smiles on your face.

Same happened to me when I was watching Dance India Dance !! Beautiful kids with beautiful performances specially the mesmerising performance by Terrence sir!!! And of course skippers!!!

I so<3 Themm!!!! :-):-):-)

I groove my body

It Takes me high

I Feel like flying Kaleidoscopic ride

Chasing the birds

Touching the rainbow

Feeling the breath of colorful Sky

Playing with the birds!

Just feeling High!!!

:) :) :)

I am Loving it!!:-)

Standing in the balcony

Feeling the breeze running through my face

Watching the Yellow Orange street lights shinning

Whole sky was blinking like

color palette

They were still not scary as

All were sprinkling natures call

Brushing in full speed

Touching my mind

Rejuvenating me

Forcing me to go down and play with them

Dancing with them!!!

That's What Rains bring in for me!!!

Good Time!!!

I love you rains!!!!

Muhaahahah!!:-):-):-)

Kabhi ke Shayar!

Yu Simta Un Yaado Ko Zehan Mei

Yu Simta Un Yado Ko Zehan Mei

Ke Kabhi Palat Kar na Dekha
         Us Afsane ko

Ke Kabhi Palat Kar na Dekha
         Us Afsane ko

Chod diya piche Un Nazaro ko

Chod diya piche Un Nazaro ko
                    .. .. ...

Lost the Touch.

Its been so long
You didn't hug me
You didn't kiss me

Feels like
as if Love is lost
Life has made you so busy that
You
Forgot to spend time
Talking, Understanding
Sorting out problems

Don't even remember
when last we all went for a
dinner or lunch

Craving for same old time, same old Love...
Same old You, Same old us ..
...

Some thing Some thing!

I can see the happiness in your eyes

Is this the reflection of mine's

    Or 

It's the rays of something else

We are together

We are together

It is making me feel on the 7th heaven

It's Like colorful all around

Scintillating breeze just passes by 

    Making 

Me realise you are near .

You are dear

You are just only one

Whom I can hug 

Whom I can hold hands with

       And 

         Feel secure

        You are one whom I want to be with!!

We are together
We are together
It is making me feel on the 7th heaven

:):)

Waqt tham sa gaya hai

Sama dhal sa gaya hai

Naye kiran ki khooj hai..

Waqt badalne ka intezaar hai

......................

:-/

I keep staring my computer screen
Dont know what to write, what to update
Eyes are blank so as mind


I sit back and think again and again
What can I write
But mind remains blank and no Thought pops up

Finally Gives up

Back to other stuff..

Will wait again for tomorrow..

With the hope ..

May be

Tomorrow will be a better day to write something..
..

Move on!!

In our life course we meet many people
Good, Bad..
But What
We all crave most is
for Life long friends..

We search them, We find some,
We experience bundle of Emotions..
Some positive, Some negative
Positives takes us high
Negatives leads us under

With a moral to remember: 

We are born alone,
We have fought our own life battles,
We'll die alone.
Why to get emotionally attach then,
When Negatives takes us so Deep down!!

Tasteless

Tears Rolls Down

With no words on lips

Blank eyes 

No Expressions

Except tears who surrounded her

Inside she was miserable

Want to have a cosy hug

A hand on her shoulder

A touch of Care

   all she needs!

Random!

I sometime think ,
Why I most of the time write about Life

May be..

It's the one thing
Which I am trying understanding the most

Life...

Is a Riddle
Which shall remain unsolved
...
Nevertheless...

When I sit and analyze
I find that..

Never mind it's Unsolved..

It do leads to ones Thoughtful conclusions
Helping in vast wisdom
:)

A Dream ...

It was her afternoon sleep. She struggles herself to be in her dream state but her state refused. Yes she was dreaming! A afternoon mare instead of night mare. She was brave enough to see the ending of her bad dream. And that's why she wanted her dream state to continue and not stop for even a minute. But She wakes up with strange feeling. Her eyes were blank and were just revolving around her dream which she saw just few minutes ago. She was thinking about that. Try collecting all her thoughts. And when she started her flashback of her dream, she let tears conquered her strength.

 She realised it, her dream was an outline of what she holded in her subconscious state from a long time. A reflection of it was showcased through her dream.

It was a negative feeling which had submerged deep within her. A feeling of not trusting her capabilities, not understanding her...It was like junction of thoughts..some were identified and some weren't..

Somewhere she was relieved also as her negative source of energy is released through her tears..but somewhere she was uncomfortable too..

Finally..

She gets up from the bed. Drank some water and switch on the computer and then back to her work. This helped her divert her state from the sweaty dream she had...

Colors!

Life is a mystery, the more we try getting answers out of our questions, we suddenly realize that set of questions have increased.
:-D

Hobby!

It took me around 1 hour to paint. And that too I can only manage this ordinary piece for me.

Random Lesson!

We have mugged up alot of book lessons but Life lessons are something we generally experience when we go through it in either ways.
I know this that sensitive people observe such things faster and hold them in to their hearts.
There is one more prominent trait which is found in sensitive people is ; They are very sensitive not only to their environment but also very sensitive for one ownself.
Today morning I strongly realised this(after observing a conversation between me and my so-called female friend); sensitivity is a joke to people. You want to forgive them. Be generous to them. It becomes difficult for them to gulp this fact and will not forget to poke you with the same malice intentions! 
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A random realisation leads me to some random thought(goes like this) ;

"People with high Attitude mixed with Ego are not meant to be given second chance in life. Initially they took you as granted. Later They even forget their limits of taking you granted!"

Random

I may be slow. 

I may be lazy.
But I know,
I'l End up Touching my Dreams
Before The Journey Ends!

                                                                            :-):-)

Dance India Dance( DID)

Dance India Dance( Lil masters)!!!  Oh Man!! What a show it is!! These days auditions are coming on Zee tv ! And these Kids just rock!!! I mean what a talent they hold!! At this small age!!! All of them are so adorable kids!!! They know hip hop, classical,bally,salsa everything!!! I just love watching them and when they talk. They sound so cutttuuuu kids!! I was watching yesterday! There was a girl who unfortunately couldn't get select she so sportingly said. I am not sad! Thank you. That too with such a sweet nonu smile!!!I loved her. Her spirits!!!!
The show is amazing! I us to watch DID earlier also for elder participants. I loved that also. Specially Dharmesh Sir! Though He wasnt able to win nevertheless Shakti won!!! It was pleasure seeing her winning too.

In Judges I really Like Remo sir!!! In fact I have become fan of him!! He's so nice!! Geeta Ma and Terrence are also my favorites but Remo sir tho I Like the best na ; ) ; )

Cheers!!!
:-):-)

Grandparents.

Grandparents! What a treasure a person embraces in ones Lives. They are lucky ones who gets a shelter of their grandparents on them. I Have always been closed to my paternal grandmother. Though I was attached to my maternal grandmother too, But my attachment to paternal grandmother have always been more. My childhood memories revolves around my paternal grandmother only. I couldn't meet my paternal grandfather as He left all of us at very young age. But still somewhere I feel If he would have been alive, he may have loved me the most. It's a inner feeling which resides in me. And because of this feeling at very young age I started searching for a grandfather in old people. Now the search is no more because I have found that love like grandfather. But my love for old people is still same.
I have always felt connected to old people. It really hurts me if any of the old people are mistreated. I understand not every circumstances are same but at the end what matter is that they are old people and should be somewhere respected well irrespective of their whatever behaviour they show. A sympathy with empathy is the key which has to be understood by one while dealing with them.

Taggie!! :-)

I read this Tag on Ria's blog! And I took this from there, obviously with her permission:). I found it interesting and so Here I go : - ) .

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If I were a month, I'd be November( The weather is pleasant. Not very cold neither hot)

If I were a day of the week, I'd be Thursday ( It gives you the signal that after one day its friday and you can take some good rest for 2 days :D :D)
 

If I were a time of day, I'd be evenings( Leisure and pleasant time)
 

If I were a season, I'd be spring ( Signifies everything new and pleasant!)
 

If I were a planet, I'd be Jupiter (The biggest and brightest of all!)
 

If I were a sea animal, I'd be Mermaid( I hope they really exists. They are just beautiful :))

If I were a direction, I'd be East( Because Sun rises from this direction)

If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be a vey spongy sliding black color comfortable Couch
 

If I were a liquid, I'd be Water(Refreshing)
 

If I were a tree, I'd be a Mango Tree( Its one of my favorite fruit.:D :D) 
 

If I were an element, I'd be Gold(Shinning)
 

If I were a gemstone, I'd be Emerald(Green is soothing)
 

If I were a musical instrument, I'd be a Guitar/ Violin ( Interesting but yet so complicated to understand)
 

If I were a color, i'd be Sky color, i.e Blue! :)
 

If I were a emotion, I'd be  Silence in eyes:) !

If I were a fruit, I'd be a Mango( I love mangoes, you see :D :D)
 

If I were a sound, I'd be Soft yet strong Strings of Sitar or may be guitar!
 

If I were a car, I'd be a Santro( Easy and comfortable)
 

If I were food, I'd be a Home made food(any)
 

If I were a taste, I'd be mystic_spicy :D :D

If I were a scent, I'd be the smell of wet ground
 

If I were a pair of shoes, I'd would rather be Flip Flop!  

Anyone who finds this is interesting can try it!
Cheers!!!! :-):-)

Just a Thought!

"Sometimes Hurdles Teach you How to Live some Good Moments of Life!"
:-)

Desire!

A Tight Gracious Hold.

A Touch of Innocence.

A Smile shinning in the eyes

Reflecting understanding and Care.

A feeling of protectiveness Surrounds

Making feel one truly Special

It's a Desire She folds..!

:-):-)

Take it Easy!

"Life is Easy If we understand more and Judge Less"!
:-)

Limca!!!

I was browsing through my songs folder and I came across this Limca song. And I realized it's such a chirpy song. Its So Sweet!! It's also picturised with water. Water which is associated with great fun and enjoyment!! :-)

 Lyrics Goes Like This:

Fuhaarein Boocharein nazeren chura lo na,

Kuch boondei Chura Lo na,

Thaki si Zindage se, Jhuki si Zindage se, Kuch lamhe chura Lo na

Kuch Yaadein aur Sapne, apne chura lo na,

Ruki se zindage se, jhuki se Zindage se, Raftraein Chura Lo na

Lukka Chupii Khelti hai bheed mei hazaroon Kaliyan.. hazaroon Kaliyan

Galiyon mei yun Bheed banke chup gaye hai saari Khushiyan.. Saari saari Khushiyan..

Khushyun ko bula lo na,

Muskane Chura lo na..

Sulgate pyas hai tho, machalti pyas hai tho, Ek Limca Chura Lo na

Kuch yaadei aur Sapne

Apne chura lo na 

Ruki se Zindage se, Thaki se Zindage se, Raftarein chura lo na..

La la la la la la la!!:-):-)

We got our first rains yesterday. In fact it was more of Ollleee!! La La La!!:-):-)

Love!

 Falling in love is Not with The Perfect Man. But, With The True Man"!
:-)

Unpredictable Life!

"Where you least expected to face a broken trust, You face it there!"
Such is Life!
Unpredictable Life!

Updates!

Sometimes its so harder to collect your thoughts and scribble things. From so many days I am thinking of updating my blog and I am unable to write anything which clearly indicates my impediment of not collecting my thoughts on paper.
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So Now here I am trying penning down what all is going inside me and around me!!

My certificte course got finished and now I am totally Velle!! Nothing to do concrete!! But planning to engross myself in some paniting, skecthing and those all leisure activites which once I got invloved in childhood.

Attended a lot of parties and sunndenly I realise that I dont enjoy such parties. :)

Met a friend, went to Chandni Chown and Red Fort. It was fun! Dont Even remeber when last time I visited these places!!:-)

Met my favorite teacher with one of my friend's(Her's too). We all had great fun!! Sir painted a glass bottle and give it to us as a Gift!! Yuhoooooo !!!!!!! :-):-)

Also got pissed off on one of my friend's making fuss of such a small thing!!! :x-(

My Bruno is also Unwell :(

The exciting part is tomorrow is my Ma's birthday!!!:-):-)
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That finishes my Updates!!

Memories!

Certain things in Life, remains the same.

Like;

The depth in Us which Twinkles with the every memory we make.!

:-)

Against all Odds.

Jus want to be away from all odds

Odds which makes me weak

Weakness which aparts me from myself

My failures which I have never taken to heart

Heart shouts All is well

But circimstances contradicts All is Well.

Being Insensitive (is not equal) Being Inexpressive..

Ya. Complex Heading and perplexed post it could be. This is something which I have felt very deeply and that's why all the opinions on this post is what I have felt and feel from the world. I have always thought that Why does people often say  ; I am inexpressive? Are they really? Or it's just their insensitivity which Leads them to say this? Or its Ego, which stops them to even connect with the other person at times? Or they are so very involved with materialistic values of Life and ignorant of the difference between what does insensitivity means and what does Inexpressive?

All these questions banged my head one day and when I gave it a thought I realized that most of the people who says I am inexpressive and just can't express themsleves are the sheer case of insensitivity, Which was disheartening to understand.

I have seen this very often, when a person hurts another person, the person(who hurts) never turns up and apologize. And when asked the reason why s/he didn't say sorry? The only Answer comes: I just didn't know what to express and what to say and how to say? Which is very inappropriate and unethical and insensitive to say this! If you are sensitive enough, you have various ways to convey your warmth to another person, If not with the ease or with some little hesitance but you do convey your regards.

Theres a very thin distinction between being Insensitive and being Inexpressive which generally people are unaware of ;
"Inexpressive person is a person who is so sensitive of its environment itself that s/he will not hurt anybody and not even showcase his/her hurts too."

But often people club things and to stay out of any guilt they name their insensitivity as their inexpressive attribute which is Highly immoral and impractical and feels that it will help them get rid of any guilt and forget to realise that it will rather  push them through high turmoil of  Life.

Depleted

Emotionally Depleted is the word which I am using it for this week. It's not one incident, its just series of incidents which is making me feel this way. Week itself didn't start on good note. From the first day only when it got ruined and I knew it there's alot of happenings sliding their way to make this week miserable.And truly it was miserable.
I am Happy this week is getting over.On the same side I have definately found an outlet too,to release my negativites and I have done to some extend and feeling relieved. I am hoping for the fresh and productive next week with some good positive energies and enthusiasm. There is a lot to do and cope up with.
Hoping for the best.
Good Luck to me!
God Bless me!
:)

Soul..

Immortal is the soul.

When;

Entering A new body.

Feel the Magic

Feel the Divine.

How the same Soul ,

Forgets ;

Everything of past lives

And Starts a New Life

With the same Smile.

:-)

Best Days of My Life...

No no!! I am not talking about Bryan Adam song. But ya, Talking about similar thing, my school days. Just in the morning all the memories popped up, by the message which was shared to me in the early morning by one of my closest friend. Just after that everything went to flashback.
For me school days were the best days.

School was just amazing. I was in sports and in our zero period(which was of 1 hr) I use to be out and play basketball. Yes..in summers and in winters . In summers Oh God!! I got badly tanned. I never applied sunscreen,,Because It irritates me(It still irritates me) I always felt that by putting sunscreen more sweat comes and that too on nose more..So I never applied it :D :D and at the end result was I am badly tanned, with good sunburns...
:D :D :D
I was carefree in school, never bothered about my looks!! I was very much like nerd in school. With spectacles and all. All the time in sports.
But ya I was sincere student. I never bunked neither I was impolite to teachers rather teachers us to like me.
And they always had one complain with my parents. This girl should not be in sports so much. Sit in class. Do her homework more. Go home and study more.
And my moma is like..Yes..Maam!! and I am like..Nooo!!! :D :D
I never listened :D :D :D and had fun to the core. :) :)

The best interesting memory was Bakraz's class( ya, accounts sir nick name was bakra:D) He was oldie with so much white beard and white hair around him :D :D :D
There were hardly any students in his class except some girls including me ;) ;)

His lectures were immensely boring that one can sleep peacfully :D :D
We never wasted our time sleeping, rather eating more.
Yes, Our friend who us to bunk, we us to give him some money and then he goes and buys some donuts and lemonade for us and in that period we us to eat and eat and eat. Though sir always knew about our eating habits but you know..He was scared enough to point out.. :D :D :D :D :D :D

Schol was just funnn!!! Sports, friends, dancing, parties, picnics...
I loved every bit of it. I miss my school, my school days, my teachers.!!!!!!!!

:-):-):-)