Sunday, August 31, 2008
If yoU lose someone, who's genuine to you in every aspect,than u may not get that person back.
Life doesn't give chances again again. If a person is hurt by you many times, can bear your tantrums, can accept your ego and after all this, still cares,loves you,, ever thought why?? because that person values you,feels that you are an important person in that person's life.
No body wants to lose no one. Though the reciprocation is not the same but then also valuables are not meant to be lost like this,they are to preserve,but there's a saturation point of every thing and when it comes things becomes harder n sadder and the loss is much higher and regret is unbearable.
I have read somewhere that if efforts are taken to maintain relationships than that relationships are of no use,,but i feel sometimes, efforts are taken to settle down things, may be for betterment. But realisation of those efforts are also necessary,that too on tImE if not then the efforts are like a waste.
'Losing People is as easy as falling off a log ,Preserving shows Real guts!'
Saturday, August 30, 2008
As I n optimism both r inseparable so I hope tat i'll b out of all this soon…!!![ goodness me, I hope terribly,such an big optimistic I am]
Friday, August 29, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Saala..ajj ki duniya mei emotionally attach hna ek sin sa hgya hai..iss 21st modern centuary mei agar galte se bhie kise se attch hojao to ek crime he hta hai lagbhag. Koi kise ki care ni krta bus sab dukh dete hai. 20 ki hogaye huu aur duniya valo ne yeh sekhaya hai,,kise go agar apna mano to vo granted he lega end mei...yeh to hamare duniya hai modern 21St cEnTuArY ki,sab log selfish.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
As I don know wt love is so I cant cum out with deeper meanings,bt till now wt life has taught me by knowing various incidences I feel tat love is left far behind, its just infatuation which has strengthen his position in today's world. These days relationships r on fake terms r v can say temporary basis tat is have a crush on somebody fr a sometime ,use that person n just finished it off…which is often termed as infatuation at the end.
The most easiest part is to get in to these kinds f relationships but must difficult part is to deal with d consequences of such relationships, People once heart broken,becomes too hard,cold,,there perspective changes n be cum numb. N wen this situation arises d situation f depression takes his seat..which is dangerous.
If we see are environment,every then n now r friend's comes up with d prob tat ,v broke off,,n v r upset ,tat person did this n all..n v give them a simple advice of move onn,,n v flash sum beautiful dialogues n finally v r done with d,,formality of being friend's ,,n v feel tat its sufficient,,v r done with r job..
But d person who's suffering knows,,how it feels wen heart breaks,,n how long time will b taken to recover frm such a brutal hurt,. N at tat time person feels there's no love only pain n whatever was it it ws a mistake ,,a infatuation.
Here also persons thinkin does'nt end up,,he started gettin pulled off from relationships..,starts makin boundaries n at d end love theory is vanished n rude,selfish world theory is activated.
I know there would be people who r in serious relationships, n they must have a strong believe in this love part n I really wish loads f good look fr there future n God Bless them with same love n tender care in tere relationships, but tese days majority is f heart broken people n its increasing day by day an finally it is resulting in creating a mind set f infatuation n hatred among people..n discouraging people to get into any kind f relationships.. which will,, at d end not result in a healthy outcome..
So we people should be bit genuine fr others n help them not to form such opinions by takin a a very first step from ourself only tat if v genuinely like sum1,,ten only v should approach tat person to get into any relationships n should try n carry out it till d end with full trust,loyalty,care n a genuine love..:-) so v can have a better world tomorrow n healthy perspectives tomorrow.:-).
Note:This post was originally posted by me to one of my dear friend's personal Blog, Musings
Monday, August 25, 2008
You know I care for you,
You know am somewhere dependent on you,
You know I count you in one of the special persons in my life,
But suddenly what happened??
Y u doing this,
What changed you soo much!??
That now u don't even show your concerns,ur friendly love...
U were never so inexpressive ,wt changed you suddenly,
Is time has changed you soo much that u forget me??
Is new people around you have become soo important that u r wid tem all the time n don't get time for me,
Life has become soo busy that u r soo occupied that u don't even get a time to ring me n ask, hw r you dear friend???
If its all because something is bothering you, than share with me,
il ease u,ill make you feel happy,
il make you realise hw important you r to world, to me,
il make you feel gud..
But,please break this Silence,it sometimes, makes me uncomfortable,
this dry,rough behavior upsets me...
U were never like this...
What happened,wt changed you so much ???
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Yesterday result came,i never expected that i wud score soo low,but i did,it ws a depressing moment bec now i wud nt be able to give my entrance exam CAT a very important exam fr MBA aspirants. I am never sad for marks,i hav seen alot of ups n downs in context to marks,but that day,i ws sad for 2 tings,i wsnt eligible for CAT n my parents were sad. They always wanted their Children to b as brite as others n wich we r not. Its not that tey always pressurise r burden us wid their extraordinary dreams,our parents r very casual n supporting parents but it feels bad to realise that one door of success is closed for their daughter. I am a person wos hardly depressed with this marks scenario,this time i jus wanted to score a bit high so i cud give CAT but destiny has store sumthn else for me. My friends cald me n started giving their sympathies ,wich i really didn want[i ws expecting sumbdies cal so as to cheer my off mood, but it didn came],its a part of life, what matters to me at that time was my parents happiness n wich i ws unable to full fill. I ws tokin to my moma yesterday evening n i ws teling her d same ting that m nt sad that i scored soo low m sad bec i may nt b ble to give CAT n tat time my moma very enthusiastically said,y nt ul b! n I kno tat time il nt b,n may be sumwhere my moma also,it ws just her motherly love n hopes for her daughter,but hw can we neglect the truth,v hav to accept it today r tomorrow.
When the year started,[dont kno had a feeling of that tis year may not b a fruitful year ahead] i prayed to God whtaever will b the year ahead for me,i jus want 3 months of my life this year to b smooth,i.e my birthday[wic ws dull],ten my result[wich ws low too] n leftover month is november[wen hav to give CAT,wich m nt giving now]
Today also this feeling ws haunting me n it made me low fr time being but i met my Dear firend'P' n i really felt better n then now i have also learnt to cope up wid d depreesed part of life.
But this whole incident hav made me realise one very important thing that as child its much easier to cope up wid various depressing moments but as we grow up things changes n it becomes tuffer to cope up r live up wid low moments.
I still hope for a positive future.
"Success is how high you bounce when you hit bottom."
Friday, August 22, 2008
abhi bahutt kch likhna chaite thee,actually m filled wid loads of emotions n really wana pen down but pata nie flow ni banraha hai ab,isliye m raping up now. Leaving it here only.
Kal dekhte hai,kaisa rehta hai mood r kitna flow banta hai shayd,mei kal apni diary se yeh suspense na rakho:D
aaj ke liye itna he..
Pehle to yeh ek bahut beautiful quote laga jo mei share karehe hu..
Aur yeh shayd kafe hat tak true he hai..
Tey r very certain people wo r ment for us for lifetime n those are really very precious God gift to us:-)
People often think this hw do we know this tat tey r ment for lifetime,ten i hav only one answer for this.Heart speaks everythng, check ur heart for the ans,ul definately get:-)
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Nywys to mere aj ka din soote soote nikhala.I wsnt well,slept throut the day:D:D.Went to 'P's place,had fun,ten also met sum of the frnz in evening [school frnds],actually i hav to return one of my frnz umbrella.
Bus yehe raha ajj..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Pata nie kab mera deemag kahan chodega r emotional blackmail drmae krna...!! M fed up!
Uhmmmmm,,,aur kch to kch special hua nie ajj,bus yehe normal routine ..arrey mera result bhie ni aya hai bhi tk,thode tensn hrehe hai:D.
Chalo aaj bus itne hee Gudnyt:D
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Sometimes its fun being unpredictable but sometimes not,its scary, in fact it develops fears. And I think now am developing that i really don't want to but unfortunately i am.
Hmmmm,to yeh the mere kahani,unpredictable ki:-)
Dear diary u know why I love this display picture of mine so much n I display every where i feel i can? Because I find this angel very innocent,see, the way she has hold this wand in her hand, that blue crown,tat shinning pink diamonds..hehe.. n see shes smiling so sweetly,its so soothing seeing it:-) I know,am talking like a baby,par ke fark peinda hai kabhi kabhi bachee bane mei:D
I would not be able to create this personal blog,if i would have not got encouragement from one of my very dear friend. I'll always be thank full to him because from him, i have learnt allot.