Thursday, May 20, 2010
A Dream ...
It was her afternoon sleep. She struggles herself to be in her dream state but her state refused. Yes she was dreaming! A afternoon mare instead of night mare. She was brave enough to see the ending of her bad dream. And that's why she wanted her dream state to continue and not stop for even a minute. But She wakes up with strange feeling. Her eyes were blank and were just revolving around her dream which she saw just few minutes ago. She was thinking about that. Try collecting all her thoughts. And when she started her flashback of her dream, she let tears conquered her strength.
She realised it, her dream was an outline of what she holded in her subconscious state from a long time. A reflection of it was showcased through her dream.
It was a negative feeling which had submerged deep within her. A feeling of not trusting her capabilities, not understanding her...It was like junction of thoughts..some were identified and some weren't..
Somewhere she was relieved also as her negative source of energy is released through her tears..but somewhere she was uncomfortable too..
She gets up from the bed. Drank some water and switch on the computer and then back to her work. This helped her divert her state from the sweaty dream she had...