Thursday, October 30, 2008
Today the Day was so peculiar,in the afternoon i was alone at home and i don't know what happened, i just started crying like anything.I didn't even know the reason that what happened ,why i cried??
And my crying was not that silent sobbing,it was a loud one and that too done in bit hesitant mode just because my neighbours should not hear my sob sob.
Through out the year,there were many 'moments of cry' and i cried also,but not wholeheartedly.
Sometimes tears were till my eyes only,they didn't have the courage of dropping off my eyes,they were soaked up by my eyes only.
But today, i was crying like 2 year old child though for 2 minutes only but then also i don't know why ??
At one point i just got this feeling that i have become weak now,i don't know, in what sense but i felt this for a while.I just can't take it anymore.My inner strength has been tested allot,now doesn't feel like giving any test at least for sometime.
I just felt like switching off my cell phone,cut off from outer world just want to be in my own world for sometime.In fact today i have to meet my friends even didn't feel like going there,but as i committed so i have to go and later its not that i didn't have fun,i had loads of fun,in fact they all cheered me up,,though unintentionally.But we had allot of fun.May be that was the best part today.