Yesterday I was talking to one of my dear friend on phone and we both were discussing our tiny- minny life issues. As i was sharing my life problem to her,and after all the conversation got over about our life tiny issues ,our concerns, than came the time of advise.My friend told me that Gauri sometimes you expect a lot from people. I laughed for a while and then got shut and then i explained her that my dear I hardly expect things from people.After keeping quite for a min,then she also agreed with me.
Then we both kept the phone down after talking for another 5 minutes.After keeping the phone down,i got quite for sometime and i sat down and give it a thought,that really i expect alot from people around me??
A person cant even expect that little amount of normal tid bits of life..??Expecting that also from your dear and tear ones has been banned now..??
I started searching beneath me and i came down with conclusion that..i have always expected a person to be loyal and true in friendship.In fact in any relationship these two aspects are needed..is this was expecting more??
I expected a genuine concerns from all those people who once said this, that they are my well wisher and have always counted me in one of there close friends,is this was a lot to expect??
I expected people to understand my emotions when am numb,expected them to understand my silence,expected them to understand my efforts.,,is this was a lot to expect??
I expected them to message me and ask how are you when am sad,i expected from all those people that they cheer me whenever I'll be low,is this what alot i expected..??
And after all this my thought process just ended and then for a moment i realized.somewhere life has kept me in various illusions,or i trusted those closed ones so innocently that,they took advantage of my healthy nature!?
It all took me to various thought process and now i hardly feel anything in this respect and hardly expect anything,not even the basic expectations of human nature,sometimes..
Such is a life dearies....:)