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Yippyyyyy!!!!:D:D
I voted,I voted,I voted!!!!!! My first vote...!!!!!yeahh!!!
FeelingGood,Feeling Responsible...:-)
yeaaahhhh!!!!!:-)))

Is this means Expecting Alot??

Yesterday I was talking to one of my dear friend on phone and we both were discussing our tiny- minny life issues. As i was sharing my life problem to her,and after all the conversation got over about our life tiny issues ,our concerns, than came the time of advise.My friend told me that Gauri sometimes you expect a lot from people. I laughed for a while and then got shut and then i explained her that my dear I hardly expect things from people.After keeping quite for a min,then she also agreed with me.

Then we both kept the phone down after talking for another 5 minutes.After keeping the phone down,i got quite for sometime and i sat down and give it a thought,that really i expect alot from people around me??
A person cant even expect that little amount of normal tid bits of life..??Expecting that also from your dear and tear ones has been banned now..??


I started searching beneath me and i came down with conclusion that..i have always expected a person to be loyal and true in friendship.In fact in any relationship these two aspects are needed..is this was expecting more??
I expected a genuine concerns from all those people who once said this, that they are my well wisher and have always counted me in one of there close friends,is this was a lot to expect??
I expected people to understand my emotions when am numb,expected them to understand my silence,expected them to understand my efforts.,,is this was a lot to expect??
I expected them to message me and ask how are you when am sad,i expected from all those people that they cheer me whenever I'll be low,is this what alot i expected..??
And after all this my thought process just ended and then for a moment i realized.somewhere life has kept me in various illusions,or i trusted those closed ones so innocently that,they took advantage of my healthy nature!?

It all took me to various thought process and now i hardly feel anything in this respect and hardly expect anything,not even the basic expectations of human nature,sometimes..
Such is a life dearies....:)

Quotes of the Day!

-->>Good character is more to be praised than outstanding talent. Most talents are, to some extent, a gift. Good character, by contrast, is not given to us. We have to build it piece by piece-by thought, choice, courage and determination.


-->>You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy; even if you're not part of their happiness.

:):)

Its Award Time Again!!!!!:-)

"Free Spirited and Independent" Blogger award but in Hindi ("Unmukt and azad blog award")...

Its always been pleasure receiving Awards.It gives a feeling of relieve that your work is being appreciated by people.Its a recognition Token.:):):)

Thanks Sam For this Wonder full recognition.:-)

And Now am passing this Award to other deserving Blogger..

-Tushar: Voyaging through Blogosphere

-Karthik: Contorted Reality

-Pankhuri: CreativityExplored

-Prashant : C'est la Vie

-Stephen: Solitary Writer

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Rules as Follows:-

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-Save the image

-And the Award is yours:-)

Cheers!!!!

Award Time!!:-)

Before starting anything new,I would love to thank Tushar for awarding me this Butterfly award,I felt very delighted and i am flying high like this butterfly to the 7th sky by his sweet gesture.
Thank you Tushar:-).

As i also have the great privilege to award this to other blogger,but all the other blogger friends of mine have already been awarded so am keeping this best thing for the last.
:D:D
Once again a heart felt thanks to Tushar.

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"Some hurts just can't be expressed,they are entirely integral part of ours and nobody can eveR understand."

(Its very disheartening)
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Old Man!!!

Yesterday something very weird happened.I went with my family to one Bhajan Sandya and there I,my moma and my brother was in the shoe stand area,doing Seva there.Then what happened a old man came and gave his token so i can bring his shoes,after i bought his shoes,he thanked me alot of time and he was smiling and smiling and i also smiled once and said welcome politely.

But i don't know why,i didn't fine this man genuine somewhere,there was something in his eyes,some negativity or the way he was staring,there was something which was unpleasant.
After standing for some 1-2 minutes this man left, and i think that time also he was staring me[i didn't notice him much because i already was feeling uncomfortable and i was overlooking him and got busy with other people,to help them to find there shoes]. And suddenly after walking 5-6 steps this old man came to me,[there was a distance of one table between us] and said show me your hand.i got puzzled when he said this,and i didn't show him my hand,then what he did, he just pulled my hand,took out his handkerchief and wiped my both hands and then left.and he did this very rapidly and i got soo sacred at tat time,i just cant tell! His gesture was may be from his heart but still i don't know why,? i didn't find it that pure,there was something which i didn't like,may be the way he was looking or the way he behaved,there was something which was bit fishy with his character.