Lost Me....?

How Weird people are? Tell them 1000 times that you love them, trust them they'll not trust you. Stop showing your emotions to them, then also they'll say the same words.
Try and clear things with them, they'll always take you wrong, misunderstand you, put allegations on you, that you have lost me, I dont trust you, You can be as loyal as you can, then also You'll be standing in front of them and answering their questions. Oh God!!
Nobody wants to be empathtic, Everybody just knows, How to blame and help you to become subdue everyday.

I have shouted alot, My voice is tired, Its totally soured. My throat is dried. I have no energy left within me. I just want to be quiet for long time. I Want to observe people and want to listen what all allegation they can put to a person who doesnt speak a word now. I want a break,want to recahrge myself,want to come back with the same thoughts, that world is same,my own people are same and they know everything , If I had ever said I love them , I love them.

I have cleared a lot. People cant be understanding, And I can't be more nice and more patient to make them understand each and everything again. I have told them once I love them, they should know,Its all real not fake,If they dont accept, that means that they dont know me and had never accepted me.
I tried to give them my best and I expected the same I never got it and I never cribbed.
But Now I am totally exhausted, all energy is depleted, I cannot deliver more. Every piece within me is tired.
I need a break. I wana go away,far away..

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Hey R.G I know we planned for something else for today but Il surely Write that post very soon,When I'll be in a perfect Mood.
:)