Saturday, May 9, 2009

Lost Me....?


How Weird people are? Tell them 1000 times that you love them, trust them they'll not trust you. Stop showing your emotions to them, then also they'll say the same words.
Try and clear things with them, they'll always take you wrong, misunderstand you, put allegations on you, that you have lost me, I dont trust you, You can be as loyal as you can, then also You'll be standing in front of them and answering their questions. Oh God!!
Nobody wants to be empathtic, Everybody just knows, How to blame and help you to become subdue everyday.

I have shouted alot, My voice is tired, Its totally soured. My throat is dried. I have no energy left within me. I just want to be quiet for long time. I Want to observe people and want to listen what all allegation they can put to a person who doesnt speak a word now. I want a break,want to recahrge myself,want to come back with the same thoughts, that world is same,my own people are same and they know everything , If I had ever said I love them , I love them.


I have cleared a lot. People cant be understanding, And I can't be more nice and more patient to make them understand each and everything again. I have told them once I love them, they should know,Its all real not fake,If they dont accept, that means that they dont know me and had never accepted me.
I tried to give them my best and I expected the same I never got it and I never cribbed.
But Now I am totally exhausted, all energy is depleted, I cannot deliver more. Every piece within me is tired.
I need a break. I wana go away,far away..

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Hey R.G I know we planned for something else for today but Il surely Write that post very soon,When I'll be in a perfect Mood.
:)

13 comments:

Sam said...

come to mumbai, the city wud fire u up;)

this ppl are just insecure, dont bother abt them mate.

G u r too good for this cynicims!! just let them go...

Hopeless Romantic said...

eat a kit kat ...n take a break...hehe :P

ok..on serious note....give everyone around u a breathing space n urself take a break...things would b fine after a while...tk care !

hope u wld get better !

яノςんム said...

awwww...

u need a hug!!
here it is..

pata hai na i always say, those who blv u will do without explanations and those who dont, wont ever. no need to explain yaar..

take care :)

kim said...

NO COMMENTS>>>> if sum one is close to u will understand their silence more.... :)

The Pink Orchid said...

Richa said exactly what I wanted to say... dont care about those who don't give importance to your tears.. A BIG HUG TO YOU!!!

Gauri Mathur said...

@ Sam
Thanks Sam!
U always try and cheer me
:)

@ Hopeless Romantic
Yaar I think I need breath space after all (I am human being) not people:D

@Richa
Hmmmmmmmm
Hug2 u 2:)

@Kim
Yar Silence ti always have an upper hand, but some times words play a good role:)

@Pink Orchid
Thanks Pink orchid:)

kim said...

I personally liked these 2 lines in this post....

"People cant be understanding, And I can't be more nice and more patient to make them understand each and everything again."

" I tried to give them my best and I expected the same I never got it and I never cribbed."


Humm... nice post

kim said...

"People cant be understanding, And I can't be more nice and more patient to make them understand each and everything again."

"I tried to give them my best and I expected the same I never got it and I never cribbed."


Great post....

Arv said...

Hope you are feeling better today mate... take care.. cheers...

Pallav said...

i can only say..tht i can very much relate with this..
i dnt knw why people cant understnad..
yes be empathic..this is one of the biggest worst thing..tht we r..
why everytime we need to tell them tht bwe love themm..
why they cant understand..
but i think they will wont..
i hv also decide to keep mum n see wht all they can say against me.. i just wanna see their strength..
there will be one point where perhaps they will stop...

i can understand u...

Pallav

sawan said...

chotu, kya hua thuje?? write to me okie?

yaar, u cant judge people or relationships wen you or the person you are judging are overwhelmed with emotions, be it of any form. so take your time, keep your cool and forget it. talk only wen u r sure tht theny are in a mood to listen and the do the yelling part. till then concentrate on other things, life ur life and be content alrite?

The Geekie said...

hey just do wat ur heart says

hugssssssss
tk care

Cheers :)

उन्मुक्त said...

किसने, गौरी जी का दिल दुखाया। लगता है मम्मा ने कुछ कह दिया। कुछ समय दीजिये, सब ठीक हो जायगा।