A very Goodbye to 2008.

Finally a year of disappointments and depression is getting over. Hopefully 2009 will be a better year.
In fact am more happy saying goodbye to 2008 rather being more excited about 2009:D
God Bless all with loads of happiness and love.
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And this new look to the blog, is my gift to my blog, for 2009:)

A touch Within!

Life is a crash,Emotions are mashed,
Numb are the feelings,Dont know what to lose next.

Emotions are stuck within, like a hard chewing gum,
After a allot of brush up, they still within and still stuck up.

Afraid of Expressing,don't know what will happen next.
Already know that feelings are suppressed,Excitement is lost,
Pain is no more felt,but Thankfully,
Feeling Happiness is still a live process,
Which is still sometimes onn.

I am Back:)

I am Back to Blogging Era and Dont have words to start with..?

Last I posted on 1st december. Papa got injured,severe injuries that too major ones ,Doctor said alot of risks are there,complications are there.But we trusted God,He gradually made things better.
His Welwisher prayed for him. Now after 14 days,hes sounding much better,though hes still in ICU,but alot of recovery is there.Doctors has marked his recovery a Miracle,Its all because of God's immense blesings,his care and his love.

Today i talked to Doctors he told us that if papa would have brought late to the hospital at the accident nite,he would have not survived.
Now Papa is better,but there's a long way to his recovery.But We Trust Divine,Everything gona be perfect soon.
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So as i was not blogging for since many days,Some people must have missed my presence,i Hope:D:D.
I was Obliged with 2 awards by some wonderful people,Stephen and Pankhuri. By this sweet gesture of their they tried and make an effort to make me smile and am very thankfull and greatfull to them.Thanks Stephen and Pankhuri:):)
Stephen Awarded me With The Rocking Riter Award[Which is dislayed on the right side of the Blog]
and Pankhuri Awarded me with The Kreative Blogger Award[Which is also displayed on the right side of the blog].
Thanks to both of them.
Cheers!
God Bless you all:-).

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Please Pray for My Papa.
Thanks.

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Yippyyyyy!!!!:D:D
I voted,I voted,I voted!!!!!! My first vote...!!!!!yeahh!!!
FeelingGood,Feeling Responsible...:-)
yeaaahhhh!!!!!:-)))

Is this means Expecting Alot??

Yesterday I was talking to one of my dear friend on phone and we both were discussing our tiny- minny life issues. As i was sharing my life problem to her,and after all the conversation got over about our life tiny issues ,our concerns, than came the time of advise.My friend told me that Gauri sometimes you expect a lot from people. I laughed for a while and then got shut and then i explained her that my dear I hardly expect things from people.After keeping quite for a min,then she also agreed with me.

Then we both kept the phone down after talking for another 5 minutes.After keeping the phone down,i got quite for sometime and i sat down and give it a thought,that really i expect alot from people around me??
A person cant even expect that little amount of normal tid bits of life..??Expecting that also from your dear and tear ones has been banned now..??


I started searching beneath me and i came down with conclusion that..i have always expected a person to be loyal and true in friendship.In fact in any relationship these two aspects are needed..is this was expecting more??
I expected a genuine concerns from all those people who once said this, that they are my well wisher and have always counted me in one of there close friends,is this was a lot to expect??
I expected people to understand my emotions when am numb,expected them to understand my silence,expected them to understand my efforts.,,is this was a lot to expect??
I expected them to message me and ask how are you when am sad,i expected from all those people that they cheer me whenever I'll be low,is this what alot i expected..??
And after all this my thought process just ended and then for a moment i realized.somewhere life has kept me in various illusions,or i trusted those closed ones so innocently that,they took advantage of my healthy nature!?

It all took me to various thought process and now i hardly feel anything in this respect and hardly expect anything,not even the basic expectations of human nature,sometimes..
Such is a life dearies....:)

Quotes of the Day!

-->>Good character is more to be praised than outstanding talent. Most talents are, to some extent, a gift. Good character, by contrast, is not given to us. We have to build it piece by piece-by thought, choice, courage and determination.


-->>You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy; even if you're not part of their happiness.

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