Tag time!!

Tag is something I am doing after so long!

Here it goes:

LAST :

1. Last beverage = Limca

2. Last phone call = Abhishek!

3. Last text message = Abhishek!

4. Last song you listened = I haven't heard songs from ages..

5. Last time you cried = Today

HAVE YOU EVER :

6. Dated someone twice =  Naah!

7. Been cheated on = Na.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Na.

9. Lost someone special = Yes.

10. Been depressed = Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up = Nope!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. White

13.  Blue

14.  Yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made new friends = No..

16. Fallen out of love = ?

17. Laughed until you cried = I guess No.

18. Met someone who changed you = Yes.(not in year 2011)

19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes.

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = Yes!!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = All most all.

23. How many kids do you want to have= Not yet planned!

24. Do you have any pets = Ofcourse

25. Do you want to change your name = Ofcourse not!

26. What did you do for your last birthday= Spend some time with family and friends :).

27. What time did you wake up today =  7:45 am :D

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Sleeping :D :D

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Many things!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2 mins back!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Nothing :)

32. What are you listening to right now = Nothing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Na.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Uhmmm..nothing..

35. Most visited web page = Gmail, facebook.

36. Whats your real name = Gauri Mathur

37. Nicknames = Gauri

45. Long or short = wht ur mind?? Long

46: Height = 5'10.5.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? Naah...

48: What do you like about yourself? = My height.

49. Piercings = Yes.

50. Tattoos = Not yet.

51. Righty or lefty =More of righty..

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = No.

53. First piercing = Ears.

54. First best friend = I have special people!

55. First vacation = I Don't remember....

56. First crush =  May be in school..

57. First thought bout the person u like presently =Alot of things..

58. First Dish cooked by yourself = May be roti's

59. Eating =  Done with eating :D

 60. Drinking = Nothing.

61. Abt to call sumone = Yes!! :D

 62. Listening to = My friend's scolding :D :D

 63. Waiting 4 =Phone call!

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Yup.

65. Get married? = After some time!

66. Careers in mind? = Yes.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = Both

69. Shorter or taller = aTaller

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms =  Stomach

73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant

76. Kissed a stranger = NO.

77. Drank hard liquor = Na.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yah many times!

79. Sex on first date = Chee!

 80. Broken someone's heart =  Never did it intentionally!!!

81. Had your own heart broken = Many times.

82. Been arrested = lolz.... Never!!!

83. Turned someone down = Hmm..

84. Cried when someone died = Hmmm.

85. Liked a friend that is a boy=Ya.

P.S. As a friend. <3

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself =Yes!!

87. Miracles = Do happen!

88. Love at first sight =  May be.

89. Heaven = Blessings!

90. Santa Claus = Gifts!

91. Kiss on the first date =Nope.

92. Angels = Surprises.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = Yes

94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? =  No

95. Did you sing today? = No.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = School..and then may not be in past..because present is as special as my school life.. :):)

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Lot of dates..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?  = I was!

100. Gonna post this? = Yuppp!

Smiles*

I waited so long

Keep searching for you

I wanted to be dependent

I never felt like being on one

It was all unspoken

You hold my hand

I got mesmerized

                                                                       

     You are the one, 

      Yes!

     You are the one!

Random!

Disappointment hits you hard.

Blurry becomes the image.

Your deepest believe is faked

You again collect the strength

To rise

This is how life is!

You break, you through

You fall

You fly.

Life is high!

:-)

Random I !

Aandhi hai khayalo mei

Aandhi hai yeh hasrat bharee nigaho mei

Hath jo tumne thama

Sama he tham sa gaya

Pass jo tum aye

Mausam sa he badal gaya

Pyar ke shabd jo they mushkil samjna

Ab ek  aasaan sa paigam ban gaya

 

Dreams!

During my sleep I at times get a lot of perspectives about life . Like today,  during my sleep I realize that emotions like hopes, trust, faith, etc all these variables are part of our illusions.

When I woke up and thought about it, Its indeed our illusions ; 

But the best part of these illusions are they make life ; A life which we live,we celebrate, we share, we enjoy!!

Argh!

1)  Wait outside their office to meet, irrespective of appointment or not.
2)  After a wait, manager comes with a mood of screwing you up.
3) And finally you are screwed and the ego gets dissolve and prepares for another one.

I recently had this experience. There was a planned interview with the one of this H.R lady of some reputed company. Irrespective of this it was planned,it was a prior appointment,that lady didn't turn up on time. I had to meet her about internship program of mines. I was disappointed with her behavior of not meeting on time and showing bundle of  attitudes and tantrums rather understanding the students need and being an employee of human management. I wonder how shes maintaining good employee and employer relationship.
I understand If I have gone with out taking an appointment. I would have not mind waiting long hours. But waiting after appointment brought anger in me and after meeting her and knowing her behavior it brought disrespect too.  
After meeting also,she was not of great help!!

Want it or don't want it?

Half of the people who jump to relationships don’t know they ever wanted one or not. They either want to experiment or are because of peer pressure. Most of these relationships are of casual nature but these casual relationships if not started with causal intentions bursts at the end leaving some bad marks.

That's why ; 

 Relationships are like sweet dagger. You always dream of having one but when you are hit by it you feel like having none.

It is also said Relationship always comes with an expiry date. And that’s true.  Everything in this world comes with expiry date. For say World is ending in 2012(though hypothesis as of now). Then why not relationships? But these words can’t be taken for granted.

 Recently in a discussion when one of my class friends said, it depends on the user. (Though, the statement was for some other topic) but if given a thought how aptly it fits in here too. The more judiciously you use it, its longevity increases.  

Love and care if invested more faithfully the expiry extends to life long.

Relationships are like garden where one experiences different florescent colorful moments. And to maintain those flowery garden one has to nurture it with full enthusiasm. Obviously there are sulking and pissing moments too but if one cant manage to solve those moments then person don’t even deserve those flowery moments. Sucking moments are as important as great moments of ones relationship.

I know it’s easy to write or imagine or say, things are more practical and realistic in life and there are some relationships which don’t even work with a lot of efforts. Then one should not dishearten for long time. A person can take it as a life experience of celebrating some great moments of life with some one who was ones his/her companion. 
But dedication and whole hearted faith always wins.:):)