Sometimes It becomes so difficult to express what you like or dislike or what have hurt you or what made you happy.
Similarly it happens with me,
I can't express what I really want to. World sees me as an expressive person,I am. But not where I have to display some crude emotions.
My expression is limited and world mistakes me with what I am not good with.
At times it becomes difficult when you have to convey some great feelings of happiness to your close friends and you end up with smiles and smiles and minimum words and can be caught wrong of not being very happy for your friend. There things get screwed.
When I am angry with my friends or mellow because of something, there it becomes necessity to communicate and sought out the issues for smooth relationships and I myself have always believed in keeping things simple but my inner self which is so close in itself that I can't express my thoughts thoroughly on that particular time which can be a drawback for my relationships with people
On the same time I feel that not responding or expressing what behaviour of the other person have affected me, it avoids further arguments or discords, (which I don't like at all..)
All this closeness inside me never lead to any grudges against people though.
I forgive and move on.. But at times when I am deeply hurt then it remains in my head, But, minus grudges..
In fact expressing happiness and love is more easier for me in comparison to hurt and anger...
At the end..things work it their own ways..Some are suppressed and forgotten and some lays fresh and are cleared with efforts from the other party..(not always)
And in some I take time to convey what I feel...
Such is life dearies..:):)
