Unpredictable Life

All within me!

2011-12-20T23:27:00.000+05:30

There is a fight between negativity and positivity

I am on the positive side

My mind is on negative side

but I am blessed with positive soul

Positive is what I am!

What I'll be!

Irrespective of how many negative thoughts comes and goes

Almighty is there to take care of my negativity

And change it to positive flow!

Hub dub*

2011-12-11T13:16:00.002+05:30

Sometimes in your life it happens that you feel lost in some event. This event has made such a great impact on you that one feels like submerging in it till the time one can. (Yes here I am indicating a positive event)

Yes same has happened with me.

A feeling I can't express

But I want to express

It's a happiness with in me

I want to share

I want to shout and tell

How it feels

How It was!!

Yes I want to be lost in yesterday

Till a promising today comes

I will wait

Yes I will wait!

For a much closer and promising today!

For a much closer together stay!

xoxo!

Does every post need a title?

2011-12-10T16:04:00.001+05:30

Why this feeling hits me again and again!

I don't like this feeling..
I don't want this feeling

Why this feeling comes back to me

That people don't understand me!!

Since a kid this feeling come back after a time again and again..

Why??

I don't want this!!

It's not peaceful!!

I don't want this feeling :(

I think too much :D!

2011-12-04T21:35:00.002+05:30

We all primarily think to be monetarily independent.

You ask a question why you want to work and they say because we want to be monetarily independent.

But the questions arises that is being monetarily independent more important than being emotionally independent?

Or it’s like; First money comes then emotions?

Or we never think about our emotional needs when we should.

What I have learned, a person has to be emotionally dependent first. If you can handle your emotions well nobody can slide you down.

If you are dependent too much on somebody you are in danger of hurting yourself and if that person doesn’t respect or understand this fact that he/she is the person whom we chose to be dependent on out of those 1000 people because of trust and love we have on them then it’s upsetting too.

But such is life dearies..

Some are lucky; some are about to be lucky; some wants to be lucky ! :)

Yes I do!

2011-12-01T00:27:00.003+05:30

I do crib

But only person I crib with, is you!

I throw tantrums

But only to you!

I don't think much

when I share with you!

It's truly me

When I am with you

But have you ever thought why only you!!

Because, I trust you

I know, no matter what

You understands me the best

You love me the best

You are there for me *

To hold me,when I fall.

To scold me When I overdo

I love you!

xoxo!

*( I am there for you too)

Childhood+memories+Fun= two extra hours in a day!

2011-11-09T00:29:00.003+05:30

If you had two extra hours in a day, how would you spend it?

(This is the topic in one of the competition)
Here is the attempt to pen down my thoughts on this topic!

Life is so interesting that 24 hours a day also tends to be less for us! We want to do 1000 things a day! Sometimes we fall short of time and sometimes our daily routine leave us doing nothing!

Such us life dearies!!

But if some miracle happens and 2 hours is added in our 24 hours! I shall be a detective!

After all who don’t want to be a Sherlock Homes! Isn’t it?

Now you must be thinking suddenly why detective? When everyone wants to sleep and do something creative like painting, sketching, etc. I would have chosen it that too to do but detective would be rather more interesting job and as I said who don’t wants to be a Sherlock homes. After all our childhood is spent reading his stories only.

Anyway I was saying I’ll not be an ordinary detective! I want to keep an eye on every bollywood gossip! Like recently, Aishwarya delivering her baby on 11-11-11 or not?

Or is Bipasha basu dating Shahid kapur or not! I’ll collect all such gossips! May be some Hollywood gossips too like how’s the chemistry going between Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie? What was the reason why Braddy divorced Jennifer Ainston? I know it may be sounding bit filmy but that’s how it is!

This way 2 purposes will be solved there would be some fun in life apart from that monotonous routine and second I can meet some great people like Mr Amitabh bachchan and from Hollywood Mr Arnold Schwarzenegger!

Yes some may think that this may be some stupid idea to pursue! But the fact is 24 hours is more than enough for being stupid! We run for all those materialistic comforts and forget there still lives a child beneath whom we have almost suppressed!

There’s an instance coming in my mind; In younger age when someone us to ask us what you want to be when you’ll grow! We use to have such answers only. Detectives, dhobiwala, etc! Why? Because as kids their work use to fascinate us! But now as we have grown we have forgotten those childhood memories!

Therefore here I have tried recalling some of my childhood thoughts and chosen to bring that fun back by choosing to be detective if 2 extra hours are there in a day!

Nostalgia

2011-11-07T00:19:00.002+05:30

You are surfing your facebook account and suddenly you see a photograph of your friend and submerge yourself in some nostalgia. You realize then nostalgia can be dangerous too when you know this friend of yours had hurt you badly or have forgotten your friendship because of some new friends!

And then also some old beautiful memories hits you and You think that it's been so long we can be friends again...we can talk and sought out misunderstandings in a better way..because now we are grown ups..

But ego doesn't permits!

And the interesting part is ; It's not ego(which is generally mistaken as), it's 'just' ego!

Such is life dearies!

She*

2011-10-24T23:39:00.000+05:30

Every woman in this world has to fight against her rights initially.

Later for love,trust,commitment, injustice done to her.

But the question is why always a woman. ?

Welcome winters!

2011-10-21T22:26:00.000+05:30

Breezy nights are back!

A cold wave can be felt!

Morning laziness is hitting

Love for hot coffee with extra chocolate has become favorite now

Lovers seen walking hand in hand

Season of Love,

Winters are back!!

About me?

2011-10-14T14:54:00.006+05:30

When I read people's about me

I get in to flow

to write about me

Then I open word,

I keep wondering

what is about me

I think,And think

And think

But still can't think

what to write about me

Is this because I am too complex

Or because I don't know about me

After thinking for hours and hours

I could only write

My name is Gauri Mathur

Is it all about me?

:-)

(This is very very random poem. But thoughts expressed are very true. It really happens whenever I sit down to write something about me. I experience the handicap of expression. I can write about anything but funnily not about me! :-))

Such is life dearies!

Disappointing!!

2011-10-09T13:33:00.000+05:30

People are so sick! They behave so insensitively and so bloody impulsively!

( Ops! I just forgot! It’s so come naturally to them! If they are insensitive to humans they can pretty be insane with animals!!!)

They abuse dogs, unnecessarily, as if, they understand or they even care!

They harm puppies!! Imagine!!!Puppies!!!

They are just 2 months old! How can they even harm them! But these people are so dumb ***, they don’t understand this! That the dogs are natural scavengers, they have equal right to live on this planet earth the way they have!

Dogs or their babies never harm you until you harm them .It’s not only with animals it’s with humans also. Until you don’t misbehave with humans they don’t retaliate. But these people are sick! They are just so appropriately insane. They harm puppies, abuse them. Feel proud of it! Bloody shit!!!

I really sympathies these brainless creatures! God Bless them!

My favorite star!

2011-10-06T22:13:00.001+05:30

Up above the sky

The solitaire in the sky

Is my favorite in the sky

Everyday in the night it appears

the lucky solitaire in the sky

I gaze to it

I pray to it

I make wishes to it

As it's the one of it own in the sky!

:-) :-)

Don't worry, if you are imperfect , you are not criminal!

2011-10-03T16:09:00.002+05:30

I don't understand why people are so obsessed with being perfect! Is there any award assigned for people who'll be perfect?Or they are competing with Google! :O

In this world you don't have to be perfect,because perfect kills the fun! You got to be smart to do your work rather than being perfect and forcing that perfectness on the world.

It's just so chill chill equation ;

Do your work ,make mistakes, learn,don't make it next time!

Its so simple!

Why to make it complex, man!

Half of the world is busy correcting others, pointing others mistakes, Cursing them as imperfect human beings!

As if they are perfect police of the world and holds the duty of making everybody perfect! They don't even know that they themselves are disillusioned with the word perfect!

Why don't people take it easy and relax! We have a right to be imperfect. Don't we!?

If someone is not, so called perfect, as you are, then it's your problem not the person whom you are cursing!

If you are imperfect, you seriously aren't a criminal. Trust me! You are acting normal and behaving like a fit human being. You can take your own time to understand the world. You can be slow, you can be damn slow!

We all are imperfect and because we are imperfect that's why life comes to us with a new experience everyday.

We learn everyday, we grow everyday!

Cheers!! : )

Hugs*

2011-10-01T23:17:00.001+05:30

He is Loving

He is caring

He has so much love to spread

He is such a gentle man

When he pens down his thoughts

It seems so perfect

It sounds so blissful

His touch is so comforting

I can cry all my sorrows

He will be my listener

His gestures makes my eyes wet

His emotions makes my heart goes Hub Dub*

He is strong

He is my pillar

He is wonderful

He is awesome

He is truly one of his self

He is incomparable!

xoxo!!!

:-):-)

Why?

2011-09-30T00:51:00.000+05:30

Why it happens when we are sad everything around suddenly appears sad.

Facebook statuses,movies, songs?

Why it happens when we watching a emotional movie we start crying badly?

Why it happens when we are sad of something all sadness arises simultaneously?

..........................................

Dream Big!

2011-09-15T00:21:00.001+05:30

Dreams are such an important part of our lives. We here are because we hold the power of dreams. These dreams are like vitamins. We need them to grow.

I also dream like any other individual. In fact I am sometimes a day dreamer. I never really had concrete dreams(dreams which I can feel of making real) in my younger age of life say;12th standard or my graduation days.

But as I am growing I have understood ;

Dreams are like bundle of unreal ideas.

Ideas like What we want to be,what we want to achieve. What are my goals.? How a Life should be?

Today when I am in my post graduation days I realize the essence of dreaming and feeling the depth of it. And I really feel I missed all this before. It's such a wonderful motivational perspective to life.

The most difficult part of dreams is How to change this unreal to real world.

One has to widen his/her horizons to get somewhere. To work hard,rather.

I can say this because my mind has started working that way. I can connect to my dreams,MY dreams! I can feel them in within and believe them to become real one day!

You do dream alone but the interesting part is you want to knit your loved ones in this process of weaving!

And as it' said; Dream big!

Truly everybody should! You never know when you hit the jackpot with the world which is hidden within you!

Dreams are like powers given to we humans. They are natural spotlights to us, now it's up to us how useful we can make out of these spotlights.

:):)!!

Quotes

2011-07-31T21:36:00.000+05:30

Commitment is not about simply saying yes and no

And keeping the promise!

It’s about believing and trusting wholeheartedly.

You feel hurt when person questions that trust and believe.

And you feel little dishearten because you have given your 110% and that has been challenged!!

Yummy!!

2011-07-19T20:55:00.000+05:30

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :):):):):)

Hope you had a Beautiful Day!!!

Loads of Love.

XOXO!!!! :):):)

Sometimes..I'm stupid...!

2011-07-14T14:34:00.000+05:30

Sometimes when you don't want to ask somethings,

You land up asking same thing,

Sometimes you don't want to hear alot of things

You land up hearing those things

Sometimes when you want to prove yourself

You land up proving nothing

Sometimes when you want not to be misunderstood

You land up misunderstood

Sometimes when you don't want to make a person angry

You land up doing so..

'You'

2011-07-06T18:28:00.000+05:30

I don’t want, what world wants me to be! I’ll ‘be’ what I want to be. My innocence is not harming them. Therefore, they should not bother about my maturity. I’ll be the way, I am built, I am blessed with. This is my Karma. And I’ll be like this.

~~--- Anonymous.~~

Introverts!

2011-07-05T19:06:00.000+05:30

Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk. This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy. Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.

Myth #3 – Introverts are rude. Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people. On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.

Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public. Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.

Myth #6 – Introverts always want to be alone. Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

Myth #7 – Introverts are weird. Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.

Myth #8 – Introverts are aloof nerds. Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.

Myth #9 – Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun. Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.

Myth #10 – Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts. Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. The extravert's flow is directed outward toward people and objects, and the introvert's is directed inward toward concepts and ideas. Contrasting characteristi.Extraverts often prefer more frequent interaction, while introverts prefer more substantial interaction.Extraverts recharge and get their energy from spending time with people, while introverts recharge and get their energy from spending time alone.

Tag time!!

2011-06-27T20:59:00.000+05:30

Tag is something I am doing after so long!

Here it goes:

LAST :

1. Last beverage = Limca

2. Last phone call = Abhishek!

3. Last text message = Abhishek!

4. Last song you listened = I haven't heard songs from ages..

5. Last time you cried = Today

HAVE YOU EVER :

6. Dated someone twice = Naah!

7. Been cheated on = Na.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Na.

9. Lost someone special = Yes.

10. Been depressed = Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up = Nope!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. White

13. Blue

14. Yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made new friends = No..

16. Fallen out of love = ?

17. Laughed until you cried = I guess No.

18. Met someone who changed you = Yes.(not in year 2011)

19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes.

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = Yes!!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = All most all.

23. How many kids do you want to have= Not yet planned!

24. Do you have any pets = Ofcourse

25. Do you want to change your name = Ofcourse not!

26. What did you do for your last birthday= Spend some time with family and friends :).

27. What time did you wake up today = 7:45 am :D

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Sleeping :D :D

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Many things!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2 mins back!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Nothing :)

32. What are you listening to right now = Nothing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Na.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Uhmmm..nothing..

35. Most visited web page = Gmail, facebook.

36. Whats your real name = Gauri Mathur

37. Nicknames = Gauri

45. Long or short = wht ur mind?? Long

46: Height = 5'10.5.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? Naah...

48: What do you like about yourself? = My height.

49. Piercings = Yes.

50. Tattoos = Not yet.

51. Righty or lefty =More of righty..

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = No.

53. First piercing = Ears.

54. First best friend = I have special people!

55. First vacation = I Don't remember....

56. First crush = May be in school..

57. First thought bout the person u like presently =Alot of things..

58. First Dish cooked by yourself = May be roti's

59. Eating = Done with eating :D

60. Drinking = Nothing.

61. Abt to call sumone = Yes!! :D

62. Listening to = My friend's scolding :D :D

63. Waiting 4 =Phone call!

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Yup.

65. Get married? = After some time!

66. Careers in mind? = Yes.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = Both

69. Shorter or taller = aTaller

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach

73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant

76. Kissed a stranger = NO.

77. Drank hard liquor = Na.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yah many times!

79. Sex on first date = Chee!

80. Broken someone's heart = Never did it intentionally!!!

81. Had your own heart broken = Many times.

82. Been arrested = lolz.... Never!!!

83. Turned someone down = Hmm..

84. Cried when someone died = Hmmm.

85. Liked a friend that is a boy=Ya.

P.S. As a friend. <3

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself =Yes!!

87. Miracles = Do happen!

88. Love at first sight = May be.

89. Heaven = Blessings!

90. Santa Claus = Gifts!

91. Kiss on the first date =Nope.

92. Angels = Surprises.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = Yes

94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? = No

95. Did you sing today? = No.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = School..and then may not be in past..because present is as special as my school life.. :):)

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Lot of dates..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = I was!

100. Gonna post this? = Yuppp!

Smiles*

2011-06-07T19:22:00.000+05:30

I waited so long

Keep searching for you

I wanted to be dependent

I never felt like being on one

It was all unspoken

You hold my hand

I got mesmerized

You are the one,

Yes!

You are the one!

Random!

2011-06-05T21:11:00.000+05:30

Disappointment hits you hard.

Blurry becomes the image.

Your deepest believe is faked

You again collect the strength

To rise

This is how life is!

You break, you through

You fall

You fly.

Life is high!

:-)

Random I !

2011-05-25T21:18:00.000+05:30

Aandhi hai khayalo mei

Aandhi hai yeh hasrat bharee nigaho mei

Hath jo tumne thama

Sama he tham sa gaya

Pass jo tum aye

Mausam sa he badal gaya

Pyar ke shabd jo they mushkil samjna

Ab ek aasaan sa paigam ban gaya

Dreams!

2011-05-16T20:42:00.000+05:30

During my sleep I at times get a lot of perspectives about life . Like today, during my sleep I realize that emotions like hopes, trust, faith, etc all these variables are part of our illusions.

When I woke up and thought about it, Its indeed our illusions ;

But the best part of these illusions are they make life ; A life which we live,we celebrate, we share, we enjoy!!

Argh!

2011-05-14T20:14:00.002+05:30

1) Wait outside their office to meet, irrespective of appointment or not.
2) After a wait, manager comes with a mood of screwing you up.
3) And finally you are screwed and the ego gets dissolve and prepares for another one.

I recently had this experience. There was a planned interview with the one of this H.R lady of some reputed company. Irrespective of this it was planned,it was a prior appointment,that lady didn't turn up on time. I had to meet her about internship program of mines. I was disappointed with her behavior of not meeting on time and showing bundle of attitudes and tantrums rather understanding the students need and being an employee of human management. I wonder how shes maintaining good employee and employer relationship.
I understand If I have gone with out taking an appointment. I would have not mind waiting long hours. But waiting after appointment brought anger in me and after meeting her and knowing her behavior it brought disrespect too.
After meeting also,she was not of great help!!

Want it or don't want it?

2011-04-07T19:15:00.003+05:30

Half of the people who jump to relationships don’t know they ever wanted one or not. They either want to experiment or are because of peer pressure. Most of these relationships are of casual nature but these casual relationships if not started with causal intentions bursts at the end leaving some bad marks.

That's why ;

Relationships are like sweet dagger. You always dream of having one but when you are hit by it you feel like having none.

It is also said Relationship always comes with an expiry date. And that’s true. Everything in this world comes with expiry date. For say World is ending in 2012(though hypothesis as of now). Then why not relationships? But these words can’t be taken for granted.

Recently in a discussion when one of my class friends said, it depends on the user. (Though, the statement was for some other topic) but if given a thought how aptly it fits in here too. The more judiciously you use it, its longevity increases.

Love and care if invested more faithfully the expiry extends to life long.

Relationships are like garden where one experiences different florescent colorful moments. And to maintain those flowery garden one has to nurture it with full enthusiasm. Obviously there are sulking and pissing moments too but if one cant manage to solve those moments then person don’t even deserve those flowery moments. Sucking moments are as important as great moments of ones relationship.

I know it’s easy to write or imagine or say, things are more practical and realistic in life and there are some relationships which don’t even work with a lot of efforts. Then one should not dishearten for long time. A person can take it as a life experience of celebrating some great moments of life with some one who was ones his/her companion.
But dedication and whole hearted faith always wins.:):)

Cricket is on!

2011-04-01T22:04:00.003+05:30

In India Cricket is taken as religion. We all know this. And Sachin Tendulkar is like God of Indian cricket team or Cricket we can say.

After so much of flowing excitement in the air and especially we won semi-finals with the most ever wanted country we always wanted to play and win and in fact statistics says we have never lost it too,i.e Pakistan !!!!!! Where the game was filled with thrilled,excitement,enjoyment and just unbelievable things. For ex-Sachin being lucky six times. The game was amazing!!

We all are so desperately waiting for the finals with Sri Lankan's and The World Cup Home!!!!!! The match is tomorrow and we all have planned our time. People will take school, colleges, offices, off. The roads shall be silent, everything gonna be so numb. There will be prayers offered . Something memorable will happen for sure.

There is something which is very interesting about Cricket fans i.e they are very innocently funny. They believe in tashans.

From Tashans they mean; Changing sititng positions, eating food,smoking,and dancing, in fact, going to Lo's at various intervals is one of the tashans.. Can anybody imagine!!! Such are Cricket lovers.!!!

But the fact is these things really work!!!!

Bus ab kuch he gante aur pir World cup hamara!!!!

Jeetega bahie jeetga ..India jeetega!!!!!!!!!!!

:):):):):)

Good Luck Indian Team :):):)

I express..

2011-03-26T20:32:00.002+05:30

Sometimes It becomes so difficult to express what you like or dislike or what have hurt you or what made you happy.

Similarly it happens with me,

I can't express what I really want to. World sees me as an expressive person,I am. But not where I have to display some crude emotions.

My expression is limited and world mistakes me with what I am not good with.

At times it becomes difficult when you have to convey some great feelings of happiness to your close friends and you end up with smiles and smiles and minimum words and can be caught wrong of not being very happy for your friend. There things get screwed.

When I am angry with my friends or mellow because of something, there it becomes necessity to communicate and sought out the issues for smooth relationships and I myself have always believed in keeping things simple but my inner self which is so close in itself that I can't express my thoughts thoroughly on that particular time which can be a drawback for my relationships with people

On the same time I feel that not responding or expressing what behaviour of the other person have affected me, it avoids further arguments or discords, (which I don't like at all..)

All this closeness inside me never lead to any grudges against people though.

I forgive and move on.. But at times when I am deeply hurt then it remains in my head, But, minus grudges..

In fact expressing happiness and love is more easier for me in comparison to hurt and anger...

At the end..things work it their own ways..Some are suppressed and forgotten and some lays fresh and are cleared with efforts from the other party..(not always)

And in some I take time to convey what I feel...

Such is life dearies..:):)

Masti Maze!

2011-03-25T19:24:00.001+05:30

I dont know, I just feel like dancing..,,of no reason..or...

May be because, India defeated Australia or I am listening to Dum maro dum...Heeeheheh...

or because I got a new note book to write..Hehehehehe..

I know..I am sounding crazzyy..But yeah..its fun ;);););)

Flower!!:-):-)

2011-02-25T19:31:00.003+05:30

Flowers all around :):)

Fear

2011-02-19T12:42:00.000+05:30

'The grief of losing you will be more than the pain of suffering it.'

It's all Here!!

2011-02-13T12:23:00.005+05:30

Day before yesterday I did Rock climbing. 1st time in my life that too an unplanned event. It was not even the rock climbing area. There was a similar kind may be 13 feet's wall. Guy friends as usual wanted to show their over smartness, they went hopping their and climbed it. I was standing and wondering that what's so difficult in it that I can't do it! I thought of giving it a try with one thing in my mind; I want to do it!

I climbed it with out any safety measures, I was very sacred of falling on my back to the ground. But there was a determination in head ; I can do it! And I did it with slight bruises on my Knee.

This whole episode made me realised, any task can be performed, If there's determination in mind. It may sound like cliche , but, trust you me, it works. It is working with me.
If you are focused, determined you can do it!
And the interesting thing is it generates energy with in. It's a booster, seriously!!
Therefore it's said-
It's all Here; Mind which is as magical as we can't even think!

Chatter-patter!!

2011-02-01T21:44:00.003+05:30

So Finally after so long I am updating my blog(Oh Crap!! Same old dialogue Before updating my blog) .

I don't understand why always I am struck with this paradigm. There's a time when I want to scribble a lot. And as soon as I open my blogger dashboard,I don't where all flies. I want to scribble about What I feel for various perspectives about life, How life is transforming, etc!

I wanted to read Daniel Steel-Ring but I have land up reading The Tipping point by Malcolm Gladwell! Not racy book, but yes..I am able to read it with a flow..

I have also decided, I will try and update my blog more frequently. I wanna write a lot!! Truly!!

As I was telling,I had so much to share, it all flew..!!!

Ohoo/..Ab pir next time...sssssss!!!

There's a song Chemical brothers-Swoon..It's a good song..whenever I hear I don't know why..It takes me to some past memories...Not because for that but otherwise also,It's a Good song...

One of the other thing which sometimes bothers me is corporate politics!!! Gross it is!!!

Politics between teacher's screw students...That's not justified at all..

Hmmmmm....

A Dream.

2011-01-22T20:25:00.002+05:30

Some days back in my dreams I saw something pleasantly strange. I saw a sentence which was" Self is the Orbit". In my dreams only I typically mugged this sentence so when I wake up I should spend some time on this perspective also.

I woke up next morning, shared it with my friend and then also we couldn't reach to any conclusion and we haven't still, except the basic thought which can be make it out from these words, that your self is the orbit of every small or may be minuscule emotions, desires, fears,etc which can be seen in this big fat world.
We carry all this consciously or subconsciously but we are the assembly of all this

It may be confusing for my readers to understand what I scribbled just some lines back,because my state of understanding for this itself is blurred..

My restlessness to this particular quest is increasing, may be I am thinking allot but, I am still searching the meaning of it to the best possible means I can.
Why these lines came to me? What it indicated??
All such questions are still unanswered within me and I am still lost in this quest...

Hugs! : )

2010-12-31T21:06:00.003+05:30

I was never fond of winters,

Your warmth made me feel winters.

Cold hearted I was and I am still,

But your touch makes everything warm.

Spending Winter nights,

Walking hand in hand,

Making winters so pleasant and memorable time.

I could never ask more then you in my life,

You have made everything wonderful,

Keeping our togetherness as serene and pure it can be.

God Bless us!!

:-):-):-)
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Wishing A very Happy and Prosperous 2011 to all my readers!!!!

Enjoy!!!

:-)
Take care!!!

Just Like that!

2010-12-07T20:11:00.006+05:30

( This photograph may not have any relation with the post,just updated because I liked it)

People Damn pee outside the hosipitals! Junk Heads!!
They park their vehicles in no parking zone. Clogged the roads..Uff!!! Argh!
I dont know when they'll start using their brains!!! Uff!!

Exams on head! Statistics is a mess! Thanks to the oldy, who teaches us statistics!! He never used mike, what he speaks, no one understands!!
Chilly and pleasant winters have knocked us with some long walks with friends. It's just so relaxing!

I'll soon start novel! Misisng reading!!! I'll catch up with books soon!! Also looking for long break!!

(Finally blog updated)
:D

Fire in sequence.. !!

2010-11-14T00:11:00.000+05:30

Fire on Fire :)

2010-11-12T21:52:00.000+05:30

It was such a great day today. Not because of normal routine but Yes because of a very astonishing observation by me today.
What I observe today was ; Fire has so many distinguished and wonderful faces which depicts all human emotions. Anger, Greed, Lust, Happiness, Joy, love, etc.

It's such a feeling of joy !
:-):-)

??

2010-11-03T20:47:00.000+05:30

Colors splashed around

Sweets in the mouth

Excitement in the air

Celebration is on

Love is shared

But why I am so alone…

:-/

:-s

I create! :-)

2010-10-03T12:16:00.002+05:30

May be 5-6 years back, I created this. ..
Just found all of them today.
A piece of my chilhood memory :-)

Change!

2010-09-26T19:15:00.001+05:30

"A Change always comes up with something bright so as Like my new Template! "
:-)

Connected!

2010-09-05T20:40:00.000+05:30

When you start clicking , you start observing.

When you start observing , you start understanding.

When you start understanding , You start growing.

And

When you start Growing,, you start the journey of Wisdom.

I am loving it!!!
:-)

Just an Update!

2010-09-03T21:52:00.002+05:30

:-):-)

Chit-Chat

2010-08-14T11:18:00.003+05:30

Just chit chatting with a friend recently.

We were discussing Is being emotional is a weakness or strength.?

She was more of in favour of that it is not a weakness and I was somewhere that it's neither a strength too!

We didn't reach to the conclusion though, because somehow topic got changed....

But When I gave it a thought

Something hit my mind, which was like this ;

"Either you get emotionally black mailed or you do emotionally black mailing!"
....... .......

(And that makes us think completely which way it is weakness and which way it's strength!?)

Little of chattar pattar!

2010-08-13T14:44:00.006+05:30

"After all you don't want answers for every question in your life! "

(As it's said)

A very Tricky statement!

You don't want answers because you are afraid to accept the truth out of it

You don't want Answers

Just because It doesn't matter and you are happy the way things turned to be. You are comfortable with what is been gifted to you! And you are trusting it and happily settled with it.!

Take is ours!

I wana hug tears for sometime.

2010-08-06T22:38:00.002+05:30

I wana Cry

Not because I am upset

But because

I wana take out

All negative

I have gathered inside me

So much I have embeded within me

Wana get rid of all those

Life is uncertain

Life is unpredictable

So as experiences

I have had a bit.

I wana shed some tears

and wana get rid of it

I wana collect my strength

So I can be ready for some more

But Today I wana rest.

I wana laid back!

I wana cry!

I wana be at peace!!

I wana be alone!

I wana cry !

_____

2010-08-02T17:03:00.000+05:30

Somebody asked me ; Why do you keep it to your self? I replied ; Inner world is so protective and comfortable to hang around with that outer world just tends to become indistinguishable - Annonymous

:):)

2010-07-25T23:35:00.000+05:30

Sometimes We crave for those memories to be on photographs which are just memories.
It's like, the moment we feel them, we crave for its copy !
Life is tricky!
:)

Dance and Me! : )

2010-07-24T00:56:00.002+05:30

Dance is just an amazing feeling!! You see some beautiful performances and it just lifts up your day!! You feel like dancing!! It brings so many smiles on your face.

Same happened to me when I was watching Dance India Dance !! Beautiful kids with beautiful performances specially the mesmerising performance by Terrence sir!!! And of course skippers!!!

I so<3 Themm!!!! :-):-):-)

I groove my body

It Takes me high

I Feel like flying Kaleidoscopic ride

Chasing the birds

Touching the rainbow

Feeling the breath of colorful Sky

Playing with the birds!

Just feeling High!!!

:) :) :)

I am Loving it!!:-)

2010-07-12T20:24:00.002+05:30

Standing in the balcony

Feeling the breeze running through my face

Watching the Yellow Orange street lights shinning

Whole sky was blinking like

color palette

They were still not scary as

All were sprinkling natures call

Brushing in full speed

Touching my mind

Rejuvenating me

Forcing me to go down and play with them

Dancing with them!!!

That's What Rains bring in for me!!!

Good Time!!!

I love you rains!!!!

Muhaahahah!!:-):-):-)

Kabhi ke Shayar!

2010-07-06T14:04:00.000+05:30

Yu Simta Un Yaado Ko Zehan Mei

Yu Simta Un Yado Ko Zehan Mei

Ke Kabhi Palat Kar na Dekha
         Us Afsane ko

Ke Kabhi Palat Kar na Dekha
         Us Afsane ko

Chod diya piche Un Nazaro ko

Chod diya piche Un Nazaro ko
                    .. .. ...

Lost the Touch.

2010-07-01T18:44:00.002+05:30

Its been so long
You didn't hug me
You didn't kiss me

Feels like
as if Love is lost
Life has made you so busy that
You
Forgot to spend time
Talking, Understanding
Sorting out problems

Don't even remember
when last we all went for a
dinner or lunch

Craving for same old time, same old Love...
Same old You, Same old us ..
...

Some thing Some thing!

2010-06-29T22:27:00.004+05:30

I can see the happiness in your eyes

Is this the reflection of mine's

It's the rays of something else

We are together

It is making me feel on the 7th heaven

It's Like colorful all around

Scintillating breeze just passes by

Making

Me realise you are near .

You are dear

You are just only one

Whom I can hug

Whom I can hold hands with

And

Feel secure

You are one whom I want to be with!!

We are together
We are together
It is making me feel on the 7th heaven

:):)

2010-06-29T00:51:00.000+05:30

Waqt tham sa gaya hai

Sama dhal sa gaya hai

Naye kiran ki khooj hai..

Waqt badalne ka intezaar hai

......................

:-/

2010-06-13T21:00:00.001+05:30

I keep staring my computer screen
Dont know what to write, what to update
Eyes are blank so as mind

I sit back and think again and again
What can I write
But mind remains blank and no Thought pops up

Finally Gives up

Back to other stuff..

Will wait again for tomorrow..

With the hope ..

May be

Tomorrow will be a better day to write something..
..

Move on!!

2010-05-25T21:58:00.002+05:30

In our life course we meet many people
Good, Bad..
But What
We all crave most is
for Life long friends..

We search them, We find some,
We experience bundle of Emotions..
Some positive, Some negative
Positives takes us high
Negatives leads us under

With a moral to remember:

We are born alone,
We have fought our own life battles,
We'll die alone.
Why to get emotionally attach then,
When Negatives takes us so Deep down!!

Tasteless

2010-05-23T21:52:00.000+05:30

Tears Rolls Down

With no words on lips

Blank eyes

No Expressions

Except tears who surrounded her

Inside she was miserable

Want to have a cosy hug

A hand on her shoulder

A touch of Care

all she needs!

Random!

2010-05-21T18:20:00.003+05:30

I sometime think ,
Why I most of the time write about Life

May be..

It's the one thing
Which I am trying understanding the most

Life...

Is a Riddle
Which shall remain unsolved
...
Nevertheless...

When I sit and analyze
I find that..

Never mind it's Unsolved..

It do leads to ones Thoughtful conclusions
Helping in vast wisdom
:)

A Dream ...

2010-05-20T09:07:00.001+05:30

It was her afternoon sleep. She struggles herself to be in her dream state but her state refused. Yes she was dreaming! A afternoon mare instead of night mare. She was brave enough to see the ending of her bad dream. And that's why she wanted her dream state to continue and not stop for even a minute. But She wakes up with strange feeling. Her eyes were blank and were just revolving around her dream which she saw just few minutes ago. She was thinking about that. Try collecting all her thoughts. And when she started her flashback of her dream, she let tears conquered her strength.

She realised it, her dream was an outline of what she holded in her subconscious state from a long time. A reflection of it was showcased through her dream.

It was a negative feeling which had submerged deep within her. A feeling of not trusting her capabilities, not understanding her...It was like junction of thoughts..some were identified and some weren't..

Somewhere she was relieved also as her negative source of energy is released through her tears..but somewhere she was uncomfortable too..

Finally..

She gets up from the bed. Drank some water and switch on the computer and then back to her work. This helped her divert her state from the sweaty dream she had...

Colors!

2010-05-19T10:21:00.002+05:30

Life is a mystery, the more we try getting answers out of our questions, we suddenly realize that set of questions have increased.
:-D

Hobby!

2010-05-12T16:27:00.002+05:30

It took me around 1 hour to paint. And that too I can only manage this ordinary piece for me.

Random Lesson!

2010-05-11T20:46:00.001+05:30

We have mugged up alot of book lessons but Life lessons are something we generally experience when we go through it in either ways.
I know this that sensitive people observe such things faster and hold them in to their hearts.
There is one more prominent trait which is found in sensitive people is ; They are very sensitive not only to their environment but also very sensitive for one ownself.
Today morning I strongly realised this(after observing a conversation between me and my so-called female friend); sensitivity is a joke to people. You want to forgive them. Be generous to them. It becomes difficult for them to gulp this fact and will not forget to poke you with the same malice intentions!
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A random realisation leads me to some random thought(goes like this) ;

"People with high Attitude mixed with Ego are not meant to be given second chance in life. Initially they took you as granted. Later They even forget their limits of taking you granted!"

Random

2010-05-10T22:53:00.006+05:30

I may be slow.

I may be lazy.
But I know,
I'l End up Touching my Dreams
Before The Journey Ends!

:-):-)

Dance India Dance( DID)

2010-05-09T14:53:00.002+05:30

Dance India Dance( Lil masters)!!! Oh Man!! What a show it is!! These days auditions are coming on Zee tv ! And these Kids just rock!!! I mean what a talent they hold!! At this small age!!! All of them are so adorable kids!!! They know hip hop, classical,bally,salsa everything!!! I just love watching them and when they talk. They sound so cutttuuuu kids!! I was watching yesterday! There was a girl who unfortunately couldn't get select she so sportingly said. I am not sad! Thank you. That too with such a sweet nonu smile!!!I loved her. Her spirits!!!!
The show is amazing! I us to watch DID earlier also for elder participants. I loved that also. Specially Dharmesh Sir! Though He wasnt able to win nevertheless Shakti won!!! It was pleasure seeing her winning too.

In Judges I really Like Remo sir!!! In fact I have become fan of him!! He's so nice!! Geeta Ma and Terrence are also my favorites but Remo sir tho I Like the best na ; ) ; )

Cheers!!!
:-):-)

Grandparents.

2010-05-08T01:39:00.001+05:30

Grandparents! What a treasure a person embraces in ones Lives. They are lucky ones who gets a shelter of their grandparents on them. I Have always been closed to my paternal grandmother. Though I was attached to my maternal grandmother too, But my attachment to paternal grandmother have always been more. My childhood memories revolves around my paternal grandmother only. I couldn't meet my paternal grandfather as He left all of us at very young age. But still somewhere I feel If he would have been alive, he may have loved me the most. It's a inner feeling which resides in me. And because of this feeling at very young age I started searching for a grandfather in old people. Now the search is no more because I have found that love like grandfather. But my love for old people is still same.
I have always felt connected to old people. It really hurts me if any of the old people are mistreated. I understand not every circumstances are same but at the end what matter is that they are old people and should be somewhere respected well irrespective of their whatever behaviour they show. A sympathy with empathy is the key which has to be understood by one while dealing with them.

Taggie!! :-)

2010-05-07T01:01:00.004+05:30

I read this Tag on Ria's blog! And I took this from there, obviously with her permission:). I found it interesting and so Here I go : - ) .

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If I were a month, I'd be November( The weather is pleasant. Not very cold neither hot)

If I were a day of the week, I'd be Thursday ( It gives you the signal that after one day its friday and you can take some good rest for 2 days :D :D)

If I were a time of day, I'd be evenings( Leisure and pleasant time)

If I were a season, I'd be spring ( Signifies everything new and pleasant!)

If I were a planet, I'd be Jupiter (The biggest and brightest of all!)

If I were a sea animal, I'd be Mermaid( I hope they really exists. They are just beautiful :))

If I were a direction, I'd be East( Because Sun rises from this direction)

If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be a vey spongy sliding black color comfortable Couch

If I were a liquid, I'd be Water(Refreshing)

If I were a tree, I'd be a Mango Tree( Its one of my favorite fruit.:D :D)

If I were an element, I'd be Gold(Shinning)

If I were a gemstone, I'd be Emerald(Green is soothing)

If I were a musical instrument, I'd be a Guitar/ Violin ( Interesting but yet so complicated to understand)

If I were a color, i'd be Sky color, i.e Blue! :)

If I were a emotion, I'd be Silence in eyes:) !

If I were a fruit, I'd be a Mango( I love mangoes, you see :D :D)

If I were a sound, I'd be Soft yet strong Strings of Sitar or may be guitar!

If I were a car, I'd be a Santro( Easy and comfortable)

If I were food, I'd be a Home made food(any)

If I were a taste, I'd be mystic_spicy :D :D

If I were a scent, I'd be the smell of wet ground

If I were a pair of shoes, I'd would rather be Flip Flop!

Anyone who finds this is interesting can try it!
Cheers!!!! :-):-)

Just a Thought!

2010-05-05T19:47:00.000+05:30

"Sometimes Hurdles Teach you How to Live some Good Moments of Life!"
:-)

Desire!

2010-04-30T15:48:00.004+05:30

A Tight Gracious Hold.

A Touch of Innocence.

A Smile shinning in the eyes

Reflecting understanding and Care.

A feeling of protectiveness Surrounds

Making feel one truly Special

It's a Desire She folds..!

:-):-)

Take it Easy!

2010-04-24T13:32:00.000+05:30

"Life is Easy If we understand more and Judge Less"!
:-)

Limca!!!

2010-04-20T15:51:00.004+05:30

I was browsing through my songs folder and I came across this Limca song. And I realized it's such a chirpy song. Its So Sweet!! It's also picturised with water. Water which is associated with great fun and enjoyment!! :-)

Lyrics Goes Like This:

Fuhaarein Boocharein nazeren chura lo na,

Kuch boondei Chura Lo na,

Thaki si Zindage se, Jhuki si Zindage se, Kuch lamhe chura Lo na

Kuch Yaadein aur Sapne, apne chura lo na,

Ruki se zindage se, jhuki se Zindage se, Raftraein Chura Lo na

Lukka Chupii Khelti hai bheed mei hazaroon Kaliyan.. hazaroon Kaliyan

Galiyon mei yun Bheed banke chup gaye hai saari Khushiyan.. Saari saari Khushiyan..

Khushyun ko bula lo na,

Muskane Chura lo na..

Sulgate pyas hai tho, machalti pyas hai tho, Ek Limca Chura Lo na

Kuch yaadei aur Sapne

Apne chura lo na

Ruki se Zindage se, Thaki se Zindage se, Raftarein chura lo na..

La la la la la la la!!:-):-)

We got our first rains yesterday. In fact it was more of Ollleee!! La La La!!:-):-)

Love!

2010-04-18T23:16:00.000+05:30

Falling in love is Not with The Perfect Man. But, With The True Man"!
:-)

Unpredictable Life!

2010-04-14T13:54:00.004+05:30

"Where you least expected to face a broken trust, You face it there!"
Such is Life!
Unpredictable Life!

Updates!

2010-04-06T23:45:00.002+05:30

Sometimes its so harder to collect your thoughts and scribble things. From so many days I am thinking of updating my blog and I am unable to write anything which clearly indicates my impediment of not collecting my thoughts on paper.
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So Now here I am trying penning down what all is going inside me and around me!!

My certificte course got finished and now I am totally Velle!! Nothing to do concrete!! But planning to engross myself in some paniting, skecthing and those all leisure activites which once I got invloved in childhood.

Attended a lot of parties and sunndenly I realise that I dont enjoy such parties. :)

Met a friend, went to Chandni Chown and Red Fort. It was fun! Dont Even remeber when last time I visited these places!!:-)

Met my favorite teacher with one of my friend's(Her's too). We all had great fun!! Sir painted a glass bottle and give it to us as a Gift!! Yuhoooooo !!!!!!! :-):-)

Also got pissed off on one of my friend's making fuss of such a small thing!!! :x-(

My Bruno is also Unwell :(

The exciting part is tomorrow is my Ma's birthday!!!:-):-)
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That finishes my Updates!!

Memories!

2010-03-23T18:25:00.000+05:30

Certain things in Life, remains the same.

Like;

The depth in Us which Twinkles with the every memory we make.!

:-)

Against all Odds.

2010-03-10T21:46:00.000+05:30

Jus want to be away from all odds

Odds which makes me weak

Weakness which aparts me from myself

My failures which I have never taken to heart

Heart shouts All is well

But circimstances contradicts All is Well.

Being Insensitive (is not equal) Being Inexpressive..

2010-02-02T16:49:00.001+05:30

Ya. Complex Heading and perplexed post it could be. This is something which I have felt very deeply and that's why all the opinions on this post is what I have felt and feel from the world. I have always thought that Why does people often say ; I am inexpressive? Are they really? Or it's just their insensitivity which Leads them to say this? Or its Ego, which stops them to even connect with the other person at times? Or they are so very involved with materialistic values of Life and ignorant of the difference between what does insensitivity means and what does Inexpressive?

All these questions banged my head one day and when I gave it a thought I realized that most of the people who says I am inexpressive and just can't express themsleves are the sheer case of insensitivity, Which was disheartening to understand.

I have seen this very often, when a person hurts another person, the person(who hurts) never turns up and apologize. And when asked the reason why s/he didn't say sorry? The only Answer comes: I just didn't know what to express and what to say and how to say? Which is very inappropriate and unethical and insensitive to say this! If you are sensitive enough, you have various ways to convey your warmth to another person, If not with the ease or with some little hesitance but you do convey your regards.

Theres a very thin distinction between being Insensitive and being Inexpressive which generally people are unaware of ;
"Inexpressive person is a person who is so sensitive of its environment itself that s/he will not hurt anybody and not even showcase his/her hurts too."

But often people club things and to stay out of any guilt they name their insensitivity as their inexpressive attribute which is Highly immoral and impractical and feels that it will help them get rid of any guilt and forget to realise that it will rather push them through high turmoil of Life.

Depleted

2010-01-30T16:25:00.003+05:30

Emotionally Depleted is the word which I am using it for this week. It's not one incident, its just series of incidents which is making me feel this way. Week itself didn't start on good note. From the first day only when it got ruined and I knew it there's alot of happenings sliding their way to make this week miserable.And truly it was miserable.
I am Happy this week is getting over.On the same side I have definately found an outlet too,to release my negativites and I have done to some extend and feeling relieved. I am hoping for the fresh and productive next week with some good positive energies and enthusiasm. There is a lot to do and cope up with.
Hoping for the best.
Good Luck to me!
God Bless me!
:)

Soul..

2010-01-19T17:00:00.007+05:30

Immortal is the soul.

When;

Entering A new body.

Feel the Magic

Feel the Divine.

How the same Soul ,

Forgets ;

Everything of past lives

And Starts a New Life

With the same Smile.

:-)

Best Days of My Life...

2010-01-06T15:00:00.001+05:30

No no!! I am not talking about Bryan Adam song. But ya, Talking about similar thing, my school days. Just in the morning all the memories popped up, by the message which was shared to me in the early morning by one of my closest friend. Just after that everything went to flashback.
For me school days were the best days.

School was just amazing. I was in sports and in our zero period(which was of 1 hr) I use to be out and play basketball. Yes..in summers and in winters . In summers Oh God!! I got badly tanned. I never applied sunscreen,,Because It irritates me(It still irritates me) I always felt that by putting sunscreen more sweat comes and that too on nose more..So I never applied it :D :D and at the end result was I am badly tanned, with good sunburns...
:D :D :D
I was carefree in school, never bothered about my looks!! I was very much like nerd in school. With spectacles and all. All the time in sports.
But ya I was sincere student. I never bunked neither I was impolite to teachers rather teachers us to like me.
And they always had one complain with my parents. This girl should not be in sports so much. Sit in class. Do her homework more. Go home and study more.
And my moma is like..Yes..Maam!! and I am like..Nooo!!! :D :D
I never listened :D :D :D and had fun to the core. :) :)

The best interesting memory was Bakraz's class( ya, accounts sir nick name was bakra:D) He was oldie with so much white beard and white hair around him :D :D :D
There were hardly any students in his class except some girls including me ;) ;)

His lectures were immensely boring that one can sleep peacfully :D :D
We never wasted our time sleeping, rather eating more.
Yes, Our friend who us to bunk, we us to give him some money and then he goes and buys some donuts and lemonade for us and in that period we us to eat and eat and eat. Though sir always knew about our eating habits but you know..He was scared enough to point out.. :D :D :D :D :D :D

Schol was just funnn!!! Sports, friends, dancing, parties, picnics...
I loved every bit of it. I miss my school, my school days, my teachers.!!!!!!!!

:-):-):-)

Life is...

2009-12-27T20:05:00.007+05:30

" Life is too short to think upon the Right time and Right moment"
I am not saying this just the sake of the dialogue but truly it is like this. From past so many days whats going around me and from my observance, I have noticed that Waiting for the right time and right moment for expressing our feelings, our love and care to our loved ones is of no use. Because we don't know what's store in for us tomorrow. Life is too short and as I say its very unpredictable on the same time.
We wait and make plans of conveying some deep feelings of ours to our loved ones by taking not person for granted but time for granted too and later if its very unfortunate we are not unable to convey our deep loving feelings to our loved ones and leaving us in regrets.

We tend to ignore our parents just because we are so busy with our own stuff and that too have no significance when it comes to parents. We just totally take them for granted. They are with us all the time so we can express our emotions our love, care to them any time we want. We wait for that particular moment. But why to wait for any moment when we can express it just there only. Why?? If somebody say we are humans. Right ! We are humans we tend to take things for granted but ! How much!? We should respect their love they give us. And the same way we should love them. Sit with them, talk with them share their experiences. How was their day? What did they do? Whats cooking and how?? All this. Hug them, love them!! Make them feel that we love them a lot and they are important to us!! They are in our world and that's why our world is complete. They are everything to us. These things are to be conveyed in different ways. Some people say that we just so inexpressive and we cant say through words. But does it justify your statement. At least A kiss and a hug can do. If not words. We have grown up so much that we take our decisions not even asking them because we feel that we are bonds kind and are capable of taking our decisions without consulting them but its absolutely wrong assumption we live in . Their experience is more than ours and they will always advise us with better ideas.

We teenagers whenever we feel we have a crush on somebody and then later think this is not the time and moment to share from that man/woman and there we make a mistake because when crush like thing is not planned, its just spontaneous then how can we think of deciding the right time and right moment. It should be like go and convey your feelings. If not this way but surely the other good ways.
We are in happy mood we are enjoying life and having fun because of him/her. We feel top of the world. So don't you think so he/her should be at least conveyed this that you are special and you make me smile!

Yes Fears is something where we all stuck up, fear of losing and we all have this somewhere. But as its said. Dar ke aagey jeet hai :) and Believe me its exactly like this. :)

Same goes with apologies, there is no specific time of saying 5 letter word sorry to anybody . We often don't say it because we give more importance to our ego then to our true emotions. But the fact is Ego helps in nothing but our feelings, true genuine feelings helps in maintaining love in relationship always. Whenever we hurt anybody, Sorry(If said with true heart) is the word so person can feel important and can light up her/him heart from the hurt given by us.

I have realized this that there is no time and any specific moment to exprss our feelings. Whether its parents or friends. Every moment is perfect and a kodak moment. There are only few people who complets our world and they are speical because they make our life special. Therefore it is our moral duty to make them feel, loved and jewels of our treasure box. Just be with us always- is the line which is to be conveyed to them wholeheardtly. :)

:)

MotherHood.

2009-12-23T21:00:00.003+05:30

Motherhood what a priceless part of women's Life. I certainly realized it today when I noticed 1 year old child with her mother playing around. The kid was covered with all wollens.First sitting and playing in her pram and later with her mother when she finished doing her household work. Then after she got free, she took her out from pram and kid started walking in zig zag way. She was sweet.

Then I was wondering..

It such a wonderful experience seeing your kid growing everyday. Playing with your kid. Just Running after your kid. Though it can be exhausting but Its a sigh of relief for sure because mother's know somewhere this is how our kid is growing faster.

I was watching that lady she was with her all the time, holding her when ever she falls, keep her away from dogs. And you know what! Dogs are also sensitive enough to feel that this is small kid and can get scared so I should move out from this place and exactly happened.

Mother has so much to do. Raise kids, do household work and if she's working then look it into her professional matters too.. I think of my childhood days how would they be.. I was naughty girl. Just running here and there touching every bit of showpieces at my home. I never us to eat food till the music is played. I mean , I now think How much worries I have given to my muma..

But I am sure My muma must have been extreamly satisfied seeing me growing everyday and knitting dreams for me every second.. and Love me like Angel for her..
I Love you Ma!! :)

Fun Day= Mon day!! :)

2009-12-14T23:49:00.007+05:30

My Day started at 7'0 clock. Woke up with severe blocked nose of Cold. I still couldn't understand how it happened so suddenly. The feeling of blocked nose is so irksome that I cant even express it. Then at last I have to call moma, she came running and asks with a voice full of tension, What Happend Baby? And I replied moma my nose got blocked, I am not able to breath and not able to sleep. After that she brought some vicks and spread it on my nose. What I notice after sometime that The vicks is of no use. I am still suffering from the same irksome feeling which was earlier.

Anyway...

I tried sleeping somehow and I slept. Though I couldn sleep properly, but anyway it was better then not sleeping and suffering from that exasperation.

Later..

I have to meet some of my friends in Connaught Place today. Who had never been to CP and I have to take them to Hot spots of CP. We actually today had lot of fun.

In fact there are lot of memories attached to place CP which got revived today.

We went to Bangla Sahib also.

May be the best memories are associated wid Bangla Sahib only, those fishes in the pond, touching them, the prasad(Halwa and the Langar both) everything. I had the best memories of it and the icing on the cake was going back home from metro, That was also memorable.

In short it was a memorable day with a pleasant memories flashback.

Aur Last baat!!!

CP Jao aur earrings na lekar aoo..aisa ho he nahi sakhtaa..!!! Yes the above photo is my new smiley earrings which I bought from CP today.

Cheers*

I.N.S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.E

2009-12-09T14:28:00.003+05:30

I-In this world
N- Nobody cares for no one
S- Sympathy is shown less
E- Envy is felt more
N-Noises of animosity is hitting to the core
S- Selfish people are increasing to the hell
I- Idea of Love has crashed
T- Tolerance is dead
I-Inside realization is lost
V- Values are faded
E- Evil is spread.

(My first shot to acrostic)

.... !

2009-12-05T23:21:00.002+05:30

A Day with Sun rise has to end with Sun set.

What a Life reality..

...

2009-12-03T14:08:00.001+05:30

Insensitivty is what undercovers inexpression

It was Fun! :-)

2009-11-22T20:40:00.011+05:30

It's been so Long I have scribbled nothing like routine or any conversation or any informal post on my blog. So thought of doing it today!!! :D

I had a exam today Indian Institute of Foreign Trade(IIFT) asusal the exam was not very difficult but time was less like every student complains about :D:D

After that I went to Indian International Trade Fair. Every year it held around this November time. Today was Sunday and Man what a rush it was!!! I waited for an hour at the Karachi Chicken stall to get my Afghani Chicken!!! Man!!!

This time Major attractions were China, Pakistan, Sri Lanka, Vietnam, pavilions. They had just amazing paintings, some very beautiful and delicate decorative pieces and some crystal decorative pieces too. There were also some Iraq stalls, I didn't find anything very catchy there.

Then Good Living was average, nothing so very special. Foods stall was kind of above average.

Lastly, it was extremely tiring, at one point I felt that my legs are totally dead. I came back home and slept like a log, not for very long but whatever I slept, It was quite refreshing. :)

Now I have to gear up for my other leftover exams..

Wish me Good Luck Friends :-)